Finding Julia Chapter 12
By Julie D Cole

I was feeling a lot more relaxed after dancing and staying clear of alcohol for a while. The water was helping I supposed but after consuming so much I needed to relieve myself. Eve pointed me towards the bathrooms and made no offer to come with me. I knew I had no choice but to follow the symbol for the women’s bathroom.

Just as luck would have it there was a queue inside and only 3 stalls. It seemed we were either British or German and 2 Scottish girls took pity on me and gave up their places. Two German girls didn’t seem in any hurry but took the first cubicle that became free. They entered together. I couldn’t see them being in a hurry the way they were behaving. Relief at last when a door opened and a cleaning lady came out having cleaned and tidied it. I was fortunate I supposed not to have arrived 10 minutes earlier.

I took my turn washing my hands and realised others were freshening up their lips and tidying their hair so I did the same. At least the hair extensions were intact and I wondered when Eve was going to remove them. I quite liked the longer style and thought I might grow my hair out when I got home from vacation.

As I left the restroom I looked around for Eve. I couldn’t see her with the rest of the girls but Alex and Vicky were there hanging onto each other. A fresh drink was thrust into my hand and luckily it was a long one with plenty of orange juice. Alex insisted I stand with them and put an arm around my shoulder. It seemed that Vickys boyfriend was out on a stag night in town somewhere and she didn’t expect him to be back to their apartment or in any fit state the following day that was his free day. I guess Alex was taking advantage of the situation and Vicky liked both male and female attention.

Alex realised I was looking for Eve and nodded towards a rear exit onto an area used mainly by smokers.

‘She doesn’t smoke so why is she out there?’

‘Best to go find out if you are worried. She is with somebody but it’s none of my business.’

‘Oh. But the girls are all here.,

‘Well when the cat’s away…’

I nervously waited clutching my drink and sipping it consistently. Alex kept smirking and raising her eyebrows and she winked and blew me a kiss. I kept looking towards the doorway and finally I couldn’t wait any longer. She’d encouraged me to join everybody and come out in a dress and I felt unable to resist her prompts. I felt disserted and scared since the music was loud and everybody was drinking, laughing, giggling talking loudly or dancing. I could only see women wherever I looked apart from the bar staff, one who was in drag and the other his gay partner.’

Finally I put my drink down and Alex watched as I headed through the throng of girls in various states of inebriation. I held my dress down after one girl made a lude comment and suggested I show my knickers.

As I reached the doorway I looked outside and could see Eve with a small group of girls with two of them smoking. They seemed to be laughing at something Eve had just said and as she turned and saw me approach them she looked a little bit awkward. Nevertheless she beckoned me over and I tried to let her see that I wasn’t comfortable.

‘Are you OK you look a bit uncomfortable?’

‘I am confused since I’ve just been in the restrooms and I went in the ladies without a second thought. I should be using the mens but I can’t. How can I go in there in a dress? Nobody even seems to blink an eye. I seem to behave the same way as everybody else. How?’

‘ Calm down please Julia. Come on and meet the girls. This is Phillipa and Jenna who are my friends from way back. They’ve just got engaged before they left the UK. This is Fran and this is Nicky both who I work with. Everybody this is my girlfriend Julia.’

I did a round of hugs and we all looked at Jennas engagement ring. A beautiful cluster of small diamonds not unlike the ring I’d bought for Eve. Why did she refer to me as her girlfriend. She is my fiancé.’

I didn’t really like to be outside in the smoking area and the two smokers, Fran and Nicky quickly, extinguished their cigarettes so we could head back inside to meet back up with the rest of the group. They all knew each other so it was squeals and hugs all round. I got dragged in and didn’t fight to get free. These were a crazy group and I’d never experienced anything like it before.

By midnight the bar was closing and the music had stopped. We all walked to the taxi stand and I had to hang onto Eve as I wobbled a bit due to my heels and the effect of the alcohol. Philippa [Pippa, Jen, Fran and Nic] were staying in a separate hotel close by so took a taxi together. Eve and I ended up sharing with Alex and Vicky and Eve sat in the front whilst I was squashed in the middle on the rear seat. Alex was definitely feeling frisky and I wished I’d sat in the front. The driver seemed a safer option.

Luckily everybody was focused on the seminar so no late night drinks when we got back to the hotel. It was a relief because I wanted to remove my dress and shoes and most of all to take a shower. I could taste the cigarette smoke from earlier and I decided to hang Eve’s dress out on the balcony.

I stood in front of the mirror in my underwear waiting for Eve to finish in the bathroom. There wasn’t much sign of my manhood in panties that seemed to fit more comfortably each day. How on earth was I going to be able to satisfy Eve without any rigidity. I wasn’t being turned on by anything yet I had been surrounded by women since we arrived. Some of the women around the pool seemed to have bigger frontage than this.

Eva was now snuggled in her bathrobe leaving the bathroom free for me to shower. I removed my bra and saw the suntan lines from my bikini top. I daren’t go home like this and I needed to discuss how to solve it with Eve. I seemed to be developing a bust but I felt that was due to the effect of the bra pulling my soft flesh.

I put on a shower cap and stepped into the bath turning the shower head to massage position and enjoyed the strong pulsating jet on my neck and shoulders then on my lower back. I reached down to ensure I still had feeling because I had been packed tightly for so long. I used to be able to get it to respond so easily and now it didn’t want to play. I directed the power spray and increased the water temperature but still nothing. How could I expect Eve to marry me like this?

Eve came to the door to ask me to finish and get dry and offered to help. I had a tear in my eye and she wrapped her arms around me.

‘What’s wrong? Why are you upset? Have I hurt you?’

‘No I’m OK it’s so confusing. I don’t know what’s happened to me. Since we arrived here I feel like I’m not in control of anything. I don’t speak out or anything. I just feel weird but at the same time I’m relaxed.’

‘Well you looked beautiful tonight. All the girls thought you looked great in that dress and were envious.’

‘Yes but I’m a man not a woman but I behave like a young girl.’

‘You have enjoyed yourself haven’t you. I know you are surrounded by us women but you seem to be growing in confidence and I’m so proud of you.’

‘Yes but then why did you say I was your girlfriend. I’m not. You are my fiancé and one day we’ll marry.’

‘Julia please. Calm down. Here sit on this stool let me help you tie your hair back and remove your make-up. You need to do that before you shower in future.’

I looked in the mirror and Eve smiled. I didn’t want to argue and once all the make- up was removed I still looked cute according to Eve.

Eve gave me a silk shorty nightdress with matching knickers that she said would match hers and she removed her bathrobe and let it fall to the floor. Where had these come from? I never saw them in her case when she unpacked. Not that they took up much space.

‘Come on Jules get a move on. We have to be up early tomorrow for the seminar and I don’t want to have to drag you out of bed. We need an early breakfast and I’ve arranged for Pips and Jenna to join us since they are in a sister hotel and I’m sure that Maria won’t mind if she is on duty.’

‘As long as they don’t turn up in shorts like I did first day. They’ll be kicked out.’

‘Don’t be silly. I know you are joking. Anyway we girls are allowed to wear shorts in the restaurant as you know.’

‘Yes I was joking. I can’t see why there is a problem with men wearing shorts. It’s not like there are many of them around. You don’t think this is a lesbian venue do you?’

‘What if it was. You fit right in with all the other girls. Would you feel awkward with more men around?’

‘No. In truth I feel safer and nobody seems to object to me wearing your things even tonight in town.’

‘I guess that’s because you seem so relaxed and content. I haven’t seen you smile so much in a long time.’

‘Well I don’t feel under pressure or anybody expecting me to be something I’m not. I could stay here longer if we could afford it and I am in no hurry to go back to work.’

I joined Eve under the sheets and we cuddled. I was very conscious of my soft and flaccid appendage and the lack of any response when I’d tried to bring it to life in the shower. Eve didn’t seem to mind and she was happy to cuddle and encouraged me to kiss her breasts and tummy. Before I knew it she was naked and my nightdress had been removed. She stroked my nipples and returned the favour kissing my tummy and then removed my panties. It felt wonderful so she moved lower down and suddenly I felt a stiffness.

I found myself squealing and almost panting and she rolled me onto my back and moved to my mouth pushing her tongue deep into my throat and tried to reach my tonsils. I suddenly exploded. Well not so much an explosion but enough to bring a smile to Eves face.
‘See you did it. It wasn’t so difficult was it. You excited me too and maybe next time I’ll let you do the work and teach you more techniques in love making between two women so you can bring me properly to climax.’