relooking for a story again

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OK I am unsure if my mind is mixing together 2 stories but given its like around 10 years ago since i originally read it, which I think it was then old but was new to me sorta situation

It is set in mid late 1700's or really early 1800's I believe, there was something about a war, I think confederacy was mentioned, I remember something about a bell in a tower.

Boy if memory serves is abused by father for his femininity
Somehow is left to appear the boy is dead, but or is faking death, mother I think assists this fact

Goes to live as a decendant relative, if memory serves asa new or deceast female descendant to lady of the manor or you know lady of the home whom is a widow or spinster

She gives him the choice to be that girl or go on his merry way, he agrees.
Picking flowers
Minor 'hushed' surgery to correct the 'issue' was done, with deal to keep the doctor's mention out of it, because did not want to loose rights to practice medicine let alone have his name besmurched.

There is a handmaiden that assists her, they sorta get along I think

I think the original age of the our heroin is, somewhere between elder child/intermediate, or child up to mid early teens, puberty has not even begun yet

Anyone have any idea, what this one is?

I know for a fact it was here that I read it, certain there was a picture then too but I may be wrong

There is another story I have been looking for as well...

A boy with gynocolmastia babysits for a single mother (pretty sure she was single) for her infant.
He tries on one of her nursing bras & begins having episodes of lactation
Pretty sure he nurses the baby when she is walking in and catches it all... originally furious
Ends up somehow having a mock gyno exam at a doctors office
study/research/project thing where he has to go under an experimental procedure that will make him a completely fertile female, but the deal is has to be a natural surrogate for a couple or up to 10 unsure about 1 or more surrogacies to pay off the deal, but as a natural surrogate, he has to be bedded by the father of the expecting/desiring child
Episode there I think where the fertility rears its ugly head, but its a sweet chapter of when her first period starts... in public of all places and the population of girls come to assist, of all ages

never got to finish much after that part i do not think anyways
any idea?

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