So I have been asked, about my writing, over the last few years. The most understandingly typical is my original serial.

I have tried to get back into writing, for some time now.

However it appears the fates, are not quite or were not quite in favour of such.

I AM getting my muse back & I have planned and came up with a great deal of story idea’s

Over the last few years, those that have kept in touch and or read a number of my blogs, know my life has been anything but easy, and rather too busy to do anything involving anything solitaire to my enjoyments.

I had writings I was working on, but Hackers & viruses etc, screwed up 2 desktops on me & now 1 Laptop... which thankfully but lass then I desired am paying off a new less satisfactory laptop.

My caretaking days & babysitting has been well vacant from my life, as the grandparents mainly my grandma passed away 2 years ago.

But abuse kept me from myself & I had to flee my home with nothing & spent 4 monthes in a woman’s domestic abuse shelter (under classified contract)

So struggling with poverty, famine etc personally with literally nothing more or less... it has given me more or less any effort for my creativity to flourish or at least put any in any action.

But, that I think is coming to an end, solitude has messed me up but also provided me more push to write again, just as I was like more or less back when I first began...

Maybe that is the rub, solitude is my muse.

I will no longer give time periods on anything... I hate saying anything that hold no weight... I believe you should always fall back on every word you make.

One of the biggest issues, which may seem small, is all the story details, I had wrote out... It was left behind when I fled, so I have to redo that too

So not sure if smart to do this or not, but I would love your feedback on these idea’s, pretty please

• This was my first serial story that I began to write 10+ years ago, titled ‘The Girl in Me’ which was an extension to my first submission that was a poem ‘I am a Girl!’
• I did not know a lot and some of the names including main character dead-name was mine originally and thus it personally upsets to read it so it too will be changed.
• I have decided to take some time & practically redo, extend the lengths, include additional content & have at least a total of 3-5 Parts of the chronicles with 33 serials per part, each part will consist of an age spike, how so I have yet to decide, but there will be a multiple set of goals in the stories instead of how it was prior.
• With a computer & well things like grammar & spell check that the old computer I used did not have on that old 3-6th handed old school given computer that was then at least 20 years old with basic beyond basic software that hence did NOT have.
• I may even suck it up this time and accept outside assistance to maintain proper editing, more then the single serial ‘episode’ I had...
• When you are young you think you know EVERYTHING, when you get older you mature and are more willing to accept help without silly things like stubbornness getting in the way.
• Life experiences, including my transition which at that time I was still in limbo or pretransition; that has changed me enough to I think and or hope to do a more exemplary job.

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• A brother, whom recently got his first job, decides to do something spontaneously kind for his sister. They come from an underprivileged household, so hand-me-downs & rare shopping excursions to thrift stores were the standard while anything new & unused was rare.
• The job is simple & does not pay a lot, he is after all just exiting the preteen years.
• Notices how often his sister is upset over how often she is picked on by many others in class for being too poor to be a real girl, aka be designer clad in the ways of fashion & kept appearance.
• Like most girl’s his sister not only has and writes a diary but is paranoid of anyone uncovering it.
• She assumes when she catches her brother in her room, that he is in fact looking for her diary, when in fact he was going to surprise his sister with a brand new outfit from his first pay to see her smile again, hence as most boys he has no knowledge of his sister’s sizes & thus was actually there to look at the tags on her clothes.
• She takes matters in her own hands, out of teenage paranoia & assumes he is either looking for her diary & needs to be punished or he is interested in being her sister, so as neutral ground to her mistaken perception she gives a decision, let her experiment with having a sister, or narcing to her parents over him invading her privacy

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• I have been thinking about this for years!
• It is in an old land, that I once made up in high school via creative writing.
• He is being groomed for Royal succession & to extend his education is sent to another town, with more advanced scholars.
• However on his way there, his convoy is ambushed & he is taken hostage, by an all female tribe called “The Rebel’s”.
• Unbeknownst to himself, his sister had a friend previous to her disappearance that she knew joined the rebels after an abusively failed attempt of years of a forced marriage, that in turn left her cold towards Males.
• Their father was a proud, happy over sentimental guy, whom besides her being of mature age has yet been permitted any betrothal, as her father does not desire to let her leave the nest, their mother whom seeks to be a grandmother now, gets restless.
• His sister is a bit bitter, younger then her brother, but narcissistic she desires the crown. Her mother in anticipation, has the king once the prince has left, poisoned through a toxic coated chalice.
• In her regret & guilt, she takes her own life, leaving the kingdom to her only presumed living offspring, her daughter...
• The once golden age of the kingdom turns into the dark ages, through her self-righteous rule.
• He learns of this, by the once friend of the now empress, his sister that the kingdom has become a bitter city & no longer the happy golden city it once was under her rule...
• With the aid of the rebels, upon whom has gained friendship, seeks to challenge his sister’s rule, it is NOT as easy as he now she, first perceived.

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• This story is based off an unfortunate editorial piece I read via news/magazine online, that I felt deserved a better conclusion then she had stated, though on that journey it is anything but happy.
• The child was raised from birth to the age of 5, as gender neutral.
• The child through most of that time, knowingly and without repression saw themselves as a girl, and acted as such.
• Upon a lot of external pressure the father begins to be obstinate of his then only son, being another daughter
• The Mother up until 3 or 4 completely supports her child, however after many disagreements with her husband, threat of divorce & loss of her custody, she with her own manipulated actions begins to worry about her child that she concedes.
• The day after her 5th birthday her femininity is stripped away, forbidden, her feminine belongings given to her baby sister, whom narccistically flaunts it every chance she gets.
• Her second eldest sister, is a tomboy & (closeted lesbian), has free reign over her masculinity, without any interruptions of any part of her butch masculine gender neutral identity, causing serious resentment.
• Over the years the once glowingly happy little girl, forced to be a boy due to social and biological stipulations begins to grow dark, cold, resentful & suicidal depressed... There will be a few episodes of explicit details concerning self harm, suicide & lashing out on others through wrathful envy.
• She goes out of her way to keep herself well herself despite the rules.
• This leads to well, unfortunate & alternate methods to obtain legitimate T blockers & hormones
• The once happy family falls apart.
• A near fatal suicide attempt, Adulteress divorce & pregnancy with a boy & resentment to her treatment causes the mother to finally permit her daughter to live.
• Easily swayed & grieving the loss of her marriage she has a 1 night stand that through her oversensitive nature, she develops an immediate feelings and a relationship with this man.
• He much like her husband, does not support her transition, the mother afraid of another failed love, has very few options
• Upon the ultimatum of stopping transition or moving to her grandmother’s, she chose to become a country girl, aka door #2
• She finally begins to live, happily, her eldest sister, now a gynecologist, helps her through transition as her primary care physician & traditional support.

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• This is about an Academic community; The Rosewood Academy for aspiring girl’s and boys.
• A small secluded and bordered off town, where transitional individuals and their supportive families live, outside of cisgender oppression
• The Academy; has a stipulation that although private & only takes financial prosperity through donations of its members and supportive non crest population.
• The staff & business owners/workers, are the citizens & or students of the academy & crest, in return for free private education.
• The Academy teaches the standard things but its main goal is helping the transitional transition; or more importantly to unteach the previous and reteach the new in the transitionals best interest
• The open but private community aka town & academy is however strictly, which is for better transitional support & relearning, has a strict gender binary.
• If you identify as Male, you must maintain that expression, if you identify as female, you must also maintain that expression
• Classes will be used primary to which identified gender, and the binary in which it is suited for
• Realistic prosthetic's for both gender identities, are mandatory, to help best with transitional deportment, including very realistic gender based biological issues, to best help with their identity & being completely passable as cisgender when they must be outside the gates.
• This story will consist of duel main characters, something different to try... as you could guess 1 identified as male and the other as female
• He is a foster child, living in the dorms & his assistance to the community/academy is some Janitorial work.
• She comes with her supportive family, working as a secretary for her mother at the family’s beauty salon.
• They if also you can guess are a Romantic couple, upon meeting.
• 1 of the most promising features the Academy use's, is the prospect of earning financial & contact assistance to have a fully paid SRS, as long as upon graduation, they finish school with above 90%.
• Hence most students work very hard & is competitive, the school gaining notoriety in the educational statistics, begins to have some issues, but as private is mostly exempt from legal stipulations, hence parents of non-trans wants equal access to the academy for their child... this in turn forces a conundrum, making additional mandatory rules 0 tolerance policy against any unsupportive prospects... due to not being the primary clientele those outside the community (cisgenders) are expected to pay for their child’s education & donations to transgender rights.
• There will be conflicted students that are not trans, being the minority, kept under strict observation whom deal with being the odd one out & personal issues surrounding it all.

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• The Moirae, during his infidelity & pregnancy through his Aunt Metis, prophesied Zeus himself to be overthrown by the SON of this pregnancy.
• Zeus devoured pregnant Metis, but the pregnancy goes on, yes Zeus himself is pregnant in unusual circumstances.
• Through Contractions in the form of a splitting headache, Zeus orders Hephaestus to take an axe to his head.
• Upon doing so His DAUGHTER bursts out fully formed and attired for battle though his immortal skull.
• Unbeknownst to the King of the gods during the pains of childbirth, his new offspring happens to be fraternal twins.
• Hera, his wife in her usual wrathful way over his infidelities punishes Zeus, knowing of the prophecy in a most unusual way
• She blends his son, in the body with hence split personality of his sister... hence the son lives on
• The Misogynistic king of the gods does not see it coming, when his DAUGHTER a WOMAN challenges his superiority, & their rightful claim over the new era of Hellenic Theocracy
• A battle of course, takes place.... can the king of the gods defeat a child connected to the prophecy, that happens to have complete power with wisdom & strategic defensive Warfare.
• Will the twins split & reign together as the new king and queen of the gods?

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• The world, refreshed into a semi-regressed era, where Mundanes are extremely rare & those of magical blood, which were once the minority have now inherited dominance over the earth and all inhabitants

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• This, as many keep saying I should do, is more or less going to be my bibliography