This story is fictional, names and places are imaginary. As always comments are welcome and appreciated.

Part 1

Have you ever had one of those AH Hah! Moments? The one that just makes all the puzzle pieces in your every thought and dreams make sense? Well if not, keep looking for it because once you have it, as long as you never let go of it. All your dreams and wishes can come true!
I’m Victoria and I have a twin sister Veronica, ya what the hell were my parents thinking! Together with my mom Lisa, dad James we make up the Rodgers family. Were both 16 going on 30 according to my mom, but we just laugh when she says that cause um….. no way that’s like severely old!

We live out in the suburbs of New York. We’re not rich but my parents seem to do pretty good. Veronica and I go to a public school, home of the Heatherton Tigers. Ya I know totally original right?

There’s only one week of summer left and then school starts uhg, but at least my sister and I will be juniors and not at the bottom any more. Well she won’t Veronica definitely got the looks and the smarts. She’s very pretty with long blond hair that is so thick and luscious, deep brown eyes, pert D sized boobs, and curves to die for with legs for days.

While as I got stuck with the brains and the not so good looks, I’m mostly a geekette, I have the same hair, the same brown eyes but I got the smaller boobs at a C, I’m tall like Veronica but without the figure and I got sooo lucky and have to wear glasses. Because my parent’s insurance only covers glasses not contacts.

I love to read, play videogames online, WOW,ya know world of wizards it is so my favorite! I would love to play on the softball team but I’m not very good and the last 2 times I’ve tried out I got cut on the first day! Veronica plays basketball and is on the cheer squad during football season.

Ya she’s popular and I’m not. She doesn’t treat me any different though she’s my sister and never lets the other girls pick on me. I love my sister. Her friends tolerate me because I’m Veronica’s sister. I don’t really have many friends, just my sister but she is totally my BFF and we tell each other everything.

Well almost everything, there is something I haven’t told her I’m a lesbian. I can’t tell anybody I really think my family would be ok with it, well my immediate family anyway. But I haven’t found anyone special so I decided to worry about it if it ever happened and I so don’t have to worry about guys asking me out because I’m the leper. This is just fine with me because I don’t have to tell them no and no one is the wiser. Veronica on the other hand is totally boy crazy.

That does create a problem for our communication because I tend to zone out when she goes all gabby gabby about boys.
Which brings us to this Saturday night, we’re in our bedroom and ya I know it’s funny we still share a bedroom, we have separate beds (get your minds out of the gutter) but we just like being together, and I sleep better knowing she’s there (not that I would tell her that, so don’t you either) and this way we have a guest room if it’s needed.

She’s getting ready to go out with her friends and I’m sitting on her bed just chatting about nothing and how much fun next week will be when we go to the mall to shop for our school clothes.

We both love that day because it is the one day that we can buy whatever we want. We do have a limit of 500 dollars each and we’ve never come close to that amount, mom does have to approve everything or it’s a no go and as long as we don’t look like tramps or something then mom has never denied it.

As Veronica started talking about this guy on the football team she was hoping to see tonight and I kind of spaced out.

“Hey, hey Victoria what the hell is wrong with you”? Asked my sister.

“Huh? Um…. What? Sorry didn’t catch that” I answered. Ya that was intelligent, no way will she believe you were interested in her choice of subject.

“You always do that, you know, and if you want to keep the fact you’re a lesbian a secrete you better at least listen to what the other girls have to say”. My sister says with a smile.

“What”!!!! I shriek. “Um….I’m, I’m not a lesbian” I stutter.

“Oh come Victoria, yes you are! I know you haven’t told me but I know you are I see it every time Crystal or Amanda are around. I know you! Your my twin and we just don’t have twin speak ya know I can tell what you’re thinking to”.

“Besides I really think I’m Bi so what are you worried about? I will tell you though that my friends are off limits”! The smile still on her face.

“Wow Veronica damn, um… shit, so I guess your not as boy crazy as I thought. I thought I was doing so well hiding it? Does anyone else know”?

“Nope,I do like boys just not as much as I pretend to. And no one else knows I just know what to look for, and I have to agree with you on Chrystal! She is totally hot”!

“Holy shit! Does mom and dad know”? I ask in a whisper.

“Nah, mom knows about me but I’d never tell her about you unless you wanted me to or help you tell her”.

“And moms ok with it”?

“Well I don’t know that she likes it but she told me that she loves me and nothing would ever change that”! “I imagine she’s told dad anyway, they don’t keep secretes, but he just tells me he loves me to. So I’m sure he cares a little bit mostly for my safety but no big fuss”.

“Wow, ok sis um do you think when I’m ready to tell them you will help me? I mean not that there is a reason yet but if there ever is. You’ll help me”?

“Of course sweetie what are sisters and BFFs for”?

“Thanks sis”! I exclaim. “Goddess what a load off my mind, I’m so glad we can talk about this. I was so worried you would think I was a bigger freak than I am”!

“Oh honey you’re not a freak at all! Maybe a little geeky but a freak no”! And if anyone calls you a freak, well they just won’t know what hit them”! “Sisters forever” she squealed as she gives me hug.

I just love my sister; she is the best in the whole world. How did I ever think she wouldn’t love me? I return her hug squeezing the air from her lungs.

“Can’t breathe” says Veronica. “To bad you can’t be on the wrestling team, you would probably be state champ with that squeeze” she laughs.

"Oh go on and go to your party! Because if you stay I’m going to pick your brain on the other cute girls"! I chuckle as Veronica bounces off the bed and rushes out the saying over her shoulder.

“When I get home we will totally do that”!

Unfortunately I was passed out by the time Veronica got home and she slept most of the morning so we didn’t get a chance to go over our list of hotties! But we will there is no way I don’t want to do that list with my sister.

It’s been a jumble at our house all week trying to get things ready for school, Veronica had cheer tryouts and mom and dad had a last minute business meeting so it was just Veronica and I all week. Mom was going to back on Friday night that way she could still take us shopping on Saturday.

It’s Saturday morning and Veronica and I are bouncing off the walls with excitement. Veronica’s friends will meet us at the mall and Crystal’s mom Linda will be with all of us to help mom make sure we don’t dress like sluts. As if… although if I had someone to dress slutty I just might try to sneak something past mom!

We drive to the mall, meet the other girls and shop till we drop, we tried on lots of chic clothes and wow did we get a lot of stuff and the back to school sales were awesome.

My style is similar to Veronica’s but she totally rocks everything better than me besides I wear big hoodies to conceal the fact that my curves suck.

We get skinny jeans, low rise jeans, skirts, dresses, socks, panties too I just had to have thongs, and they are so comfy they do take a little to get used to but after like a day they are just the best.

We got thigh high stockings, I just fell in love with the garter belts but mom said “no way in hell” and some tights, we got some very nice blouses and I got a few t shirts and some camisoles. Mom even let me get this really sexy black mini dress.
Granted I had to argue that it was longer than Veronica’s cheer skirt and that I wouldn’t wear it to school maybe on a date if I got one.

Veronica smirked at that one and whispered “way to go sis”!

The jewelry stores and shoe stores would be next, but first it was lunch time. There’s not a lot to choose from, and definitely nothing healthy but that’s some of the fun because one day won’t kill us! So I order a cheese burger because I love gooey cheese yummy.

I was sitting by mom and Veronica, Crystal, Amanda, Jennifer and Linda finished off the table. They were all chatting back and forth about boys, and once again I totally zoned out, suddenly my shin felt like it was on fire. I looked over at Veronica she had this look like pay attention, I just rolled my eyes and tried to clue into the conversation. But to no avail I couldn’t make myself remotely care so I just started looking around and started to people watch it’s sometimes fun.

I glanced at the store across from us we were at the table right at the edge of the food court. The store was kind of a gothic looking store, I’d never been inside before and the clothes in the display window looked kind of cute maybe I can talk mom into letting me go there for a minute.

“Mom, while you guys finish eating can I go to Vikkies? It’s that store right there”.

“Um sure honey, remember if you want something I have to approve of it”. She answered and gave me an odd look.

“What the store looks interesting” I said as I walked away from the table.I heard Jennifer say, “Geez Veronica I think your sister just gets weirder and weirder every time I see her”.

“Oh hush you, there’s nothing wrong with my sister” replied my sister.

Goddess I love that girl!

I was just about to the door maybe five feet away from the entrance and just in front of the store window when she walked out!

She stopped in front of the window to put the earrings she’d just purchased in. so I was looking at her back and her front in the reflection.

My whole body stopped like I’d hit an invisible wall, I couldn’t catch my breath and I couldn’t blink I just stared at the beauty in front of me.

She was tall she had on these black thigh high boots with a three inch heel so I couldn’t really guess her height. Long silky black hair, and goddess the curves on her, I could see the deep blue of her eyes especially as the dark purple eye shadow just made them pop. She had on black leather pants and the bustier type shirt in purple had her boobs doing all sorts of things to me.

Damn she’s a Goddess; I finally released the breath I didn’t realize I was holding. I’m so totally a boob girl, although her butt was sexy as hell. Yup so totally a lesbian it’s scary.

The girl looked at me in the window smiled and did a little finger wave turned on her heel and smiled again as she walked by. I just followed her with my eyes as she sashayed away from me.

I watched her until she was out of sight and then felt someone’s arms wrap me in a gigantic hug. “Find something interesting little sis”?

Veronica was born like 5-10 minutes before me so I guess that was enough for me to be the youngest sister. It was kind of a running joke between us, although this time it felt so good to be the youngest sister and for her to hold me.

How do I answer? Did anyone else see how I reacted to the girl in the window? “Oh goddess did anyone else see”? I asked.

“I’m pretty sure mom did and I know Crystal did because she’s the one that nudged me, and I made a beeline for you”.

“Oh shit that’s not good” I muttered.

“It’s ok, honest sis Crystal and I talked one night after cheer practice and she’s a lesbian and has had a crush on me since freshman year and asked me out! We have a date next Saturday night, its hush hush right now we’re both kind of nervous, but I’ve dated a couple guys and we’ve been friends for so long I doubt anyone would think anything”.

“That’s so great sis! That’s just so awesome”! “Did you tell mom”? I exclaimed excitedly.

“Yes and she just said to be careful. I’m so excited but a tad scared to, you know”.

“I’m so excited for you sis! Can I help you get ready for that date”? I asked her as we walked back to our group.

“Of course you can silly”! She said laughingly.

We continued our shopping spree and it was fun but I couldn’t get the dreamy girl out of my mind. I never saw her again that day and I so looked for her hoping to catch just one more glance at her.

Mom was looking at me all the way out to the car, she didn’t say anything just the look. We put our bags in the trunk of our car. And as we went to get in mom says “She was very pretty honey, do you have something to tell me”?

I just sat there thinking out my answer, our parents always told us that all answers should be thought out, when the answer was important. And well this was a major important answer. At least I knew she wouldn’t love me any less.

“Um yes mom I do I’m a lesbian and truly have no interest in even dating a guy. And up until today I haven’t met or seen anyone that I felt like trying to get to know. So I haven’t worried about telling you because other than a couple of Veronica’s friends, which she says are off limits to me by the way. Especially since Crystal is now taken” I smile at Veronica.

“Alright honey, I just want you to know that we love you regardless and we just want you to be careful, because falling for the wrong girl could be really bad. And I’m talking about falling for a straight girl ok”?

“Thanks mom! I’m so glad that you’re ok with everything. Is dad going to be ok”?

“You let me handle your father girls he will still love you it just may take a minute to get his head wrapped around the idea” replied mom.

Making it home Veronica and I put on a fashion show for mom as we put them away. We both went downstairs to start dinner, we both love to cook so mom lets us go at it and she helps with any questions or problems. It’s an early night because we are both dragging it’s been a really long day.

I fell asleep thinking of my angel in the window.