Sorry for the drama everyone. I'm okay, I'll be okay. Yeah, I probably made my life a thousand times more difficult, but somehow, I'll find a way through this. My feelings came out of exhaustion, hormones, and being an UN-medicated bipolar person with a life history that has produced a "failure tape" - a list of my mistakes that seems ready to play over and over again in my head at a moment's notice.

Thankfully, my brother and a dear friend both gave me a good dose of "cancel the pity party, nobody's coming" and I'm at least starting the process of trying to dig myself out of this particular hole.

Just another lesson to be learned, I guess. And with the help of "Team Dorothy", I'll see it through.

Not gonna be a load of fun though.

Ah, well.