Sorry for the drama everyone. I'm okay, I'll be okay. Yeah, I probably made my life a thousand times more difficult, but somehow, I'll find a way through this. My feelings came out of exhaustion, hormones, and being an UN-medicated bipolar person with a life history that has produced a "failure tape" - a list of my mistakes that seems ready to play over and over again in my head at a moment's notice.
Thankfully, my brother and a dear friend both gave me a good dose of "cancel the pity party, nobody's coming" and I'm at least starting the process of trying to dig myself out of this particular hole.
Just another lesson to be learned, I guess. And with the help of "Team Dorothy", I'll see it through.
Not gonna be a load of fun though.
Ah, well.
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Ally of Team Dorothy
reporting for duty, ma-am! :)
you're a full-fledged member, Extravagance
Best of all, in this "army" there are a lot more hugs than in the regular one ....
Why?
Why are you "an UN-medicated bipolar person"? Granted you have this accident now hanging over your head, but prior to that, I mean. I really believe this should be the top priority for you. Like me and my heart meds. I can't do anything else if my heart fails. It really appears your life has been affected to your detriment by your unmedicated health issues. Not criticizing, just saying.
"Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.”
George Carlin