Jesse has inherited his Grandfather's ranch. Now he must fight his father to keep it while he must honor his Grandfather's last wish of seeking Coyote. The White Wolf Chapter 37 Wanton Pleasure by Barbara Allan Copyright © 2013 Barbara Allan All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note: Thank you Hope for your encouragement and help in editing. Thank you Sephrena for making the post appear professional. Most of all thank you to all who have commented or left Kudos. For those who have left comments, I answer them with what I hope is something witty and appreciated. ~Barbara.

“That was a dirty trick to play on your mom and Jesse. I'm glad you thought of it,” said Alex.

“I just hope Jesse can handle Mom on her own.”

“You know how your mom was with you children. You could be in the biggest trouble there was, but when you were hurt or in need of help, she forgot all about the punishment and concentrated on the cure.”

“Yeah, I remember. Let's go outside and watch Merry and make sure she doesn't get too tired playing with Silver Ears.”
 

 
“You do realize that Gabriel played a dirty trick on us?” asked Sue.

“What do you mean?”

“When my children were small, they would get into all sorts of trouble. I would be all set to lay down the law to them and then I would see they were hurt or something. I have this weakness to help those who are hurt. If I hadn't married Alex right out of high school and had my first child within the first year, I may have tried to become a nurse.”

“So the rat played to your weakness to get us alone and off your disbelief in my transformation.”

“Sounds like it. Now tell me the truth. You never had a period before?”

“Truth is I have only been a girl for just a few weeks. I guess my body is beginning to catch up to that fact. I liked being a boy. I thought I was going to like being a girl better, and now I get a period with the cramping and soon bleeding. Is it worth it?”

Sue laughed at the question. “Every woman since Eve has asked the same thing. You must have been a boy if you are just now asking that question. And, yes, it is worth it. When you hold your new born for the very first time, when they first call you mommy, when they say they love you, even when they are mad and say they hate you just to hurt you because they know you love them. Yes. It is worth it, more than worth it, to bring a life into this world. Don't get me wrong. It isn't all peaches and cream. The first time you send them to school, their first date without you, their drivers license, you worry if they will ever come back to you. You are proud of them, but it doesn't keep you from worrying.”

“How did you handle it?”

“Oh, I still worry, but at the end of the day, or when they were out of site I would say a little prayer asking God to watch out for them. I sit at the kitchen table alone and pour my heart out to God asking him to keep my family safe. If I didn't I couldn't sleep at night. Knowing I placed all my worry in his hands I can sleep.”

“Gail, Tom's wife, does the same thing and asked me to sit with her the first night I came back from back east.”

“If this gets too personal, you don't have to answer, but why are you dating my son?”

“He was persistent in wanting to date me. As I said back at the house, I came back ready to come clean to Gabriel, but I guess God had other plans for me. He made me a shaman for the People and gave me Merry to take care of. You may not know it, but she has a hole in her heart. I am to get her medical help to heal her. Anyway, the more time I spent with your son, as I grew accustom to being a girl, the more I realized that I loved him. I told him all about my past. He thought I was trying to run him off, but I wanted him to know what he was getting. He says he still loves me and wants to marry me. I told him we need to wait a year, so we can get to know each other better. He has agreed.”

“You were the one who suggested that you wait a year?”

“Yes.”

“Smart girl. Alex said that you don't follow the teachings of the church. Why?”

“That is a hard question, but I'll try to answer it. My mother took me to church with her, but the bully that I faced every day at school was going there. I tried to tell her, but she wouldn't listen until I met her afterward with a black eye. I liked the stories and I liked how Jesus helped the people and confounded the religious leaders, but I didn't have much use for the establishment. When I came out here, I spent a good deal of time with my grandfather and he told me of the old ways and the beliefs and traditions of the People. I liked the old ways and how the Native Americans loved and respected the land and the animals on it. It takes as much faith to believe in Coyote as it does in Jesus. I guess I blended the two religions together. I follow the teachings such as “Do unto others” but as for attending a church or being a born again, I'm just not sure that is right for me.”

“I think I can live with that, but you said that you saw Coyote?”

“Yes ma'am. The last request of my grandfather was that I go on a spirit quest and seek Coyote. I went up into the mountain and set up a sweat lodge. I was fasting and praying as instructed by an old shaman when I left my body and met a large coyote. He was over six feet tall. He took me to meet the Great Spirit and his Son. You see Coyote is a messenger of the Great Spirit. He has some powers and can bestow gifts from the Great Spirit. I know this is hard to believe. I wouldn't believe it myself if I hadn't lived through it.

“I was granted the gift of healing as a shaman. I can heal some folks spiritually and bodily. Some folks I have to point to others to help them. That's one reason I was given Merry to care for. I have to get her to a doctor to fix her heart. I am still learning who I can help and who I can't.

“Isn't that a bit much to put on a young woman. Especially one who has just changed into a woman.”

“I guess it might be, but Gabe has been a big help and so have many others. My mom used to say what doesn't kill you will make you stronger.”

“Your mother was a smart woman.”

“I think so. The only thing she wasn't smart doing was marrying my father, but, otherwise I wouldn't be here.”

“Where are your parents?”

“Mom died from cancer a couple of years back.”

“I'm sorry to hear that.”

“Thanks. Dad took me to court to try and get the ranch. My grandfather left it to me and dad didn't get anything. When the judgment came down, dad went berserk and threatened to kill everyone. The judge put him in jail for threatening everyone and for hitting his lawyer and the bailiff. He disowned me because I was turned into a girl. He kept calling me a fag and horrible names.” The girl's voice had slowly gone quiet as she told the last of her story and she silently sobbed at the loss of her father.

Sue pulled over because the mist in her eyes made it dangerous to drive. She turn to the young woman, “You always have a place in our family, even if things don't work out between you and my son.” They leaned across the console and hugged, with the older woman soothing the younger.

“Thank you.”

After a few minutes, the older woman reached into the glove box and pulled out some tissues. They gently dried their eyes. “Now let’s get you the lessons your mother would have taught you, had you been born a girl. We'll stop at the pharmacy first. Then I'll show you the fun part of being a girl. SHOPPING!” She laughed.

“That is so cliche'.”

“But true. I'll call Gabriel's sister, Debbie, and have her meet us at the department store. This is going to be so much fun with my daughters.”

They arrived at the pharmacy and Sue cruised through the store like a pro. She headed for the feminine hygiene section and began explaining the different products to a very embarrassed woman. “Panty shields can be worn anytime. If you think your flow will be light that day then a panty liner may be enough. They come in handy when you are with that special someone and you begin to get aroused. The panty liner can be your best friend. (Jesse blushed even deeper at the candid remarks of this woman.) The other pads are for days you experience heavier flows.”

“How will I know?”

“You will learn with experience. The first days are heaviest. If you don't want to wear a bulky pad or you think the flow will be worse than normal, you use a tampon. Be sure any product you use does not have any perfume. This will cause trouble you don't want.”

While we are talking about this part of your body, you should know about yeast infections and bladder infections. Yeast infections occur normally and cause a lot of itching and burning. Some girls experience it more than others. There are products that will kill the yeast and they are simple to use. Warm plain yogurt will kill the yeast if you are so inclined. If you use a douche regularly, that will help. You can avoid a lot of this by staying clean. A bladder infection is some thing that happens more frequently to women than men. The sign of this infection is that it burns to pee. If this happens, find a doctor. It is rather benign, but it is rather uncomfortable. Drinking cranberry juice is a very good way to prevent this, otherwise a doctor can prescribe meds to get rid of it.”

“Did you talk so candidly to your daughter about all this?” asked the embarrassed female.

“It's no big deal. All women go through this. If you are mad at Gabriel for some reason or just want to embarrass him, you can always send him after this stuff. Men hate to come down this isle and buy these products.” she laughed.

“You've done this to Alex!”

“Of course, on numerous occasions. What is worse, is having him go and get it for his teenage daughter. I killed two birds with one stone then. It embarrassed him as he had to come face to face with his daughter growing up and it embarrassed Debbie knowing her father had gone to town to get what she needed. They didn't talk to me for two days. The peace was heavenly.”

Now let’s go down the make-up isle. A girl should never borrow another girl's make-up. It is unsanitary. You should find the right make-up to match your skin tones. After we check out the less expensive things here, we’ll go over and meet with Debbie and see if the sales clerk at the Clinique counter is busy. If she isn't, maybe she will do a make over for you and you will have a better idea.”

“I had a complete make over before I went into court at a nearby salon back east, but I didn't buy any make-up.”

“Then it's about time to get the basics. We'll pick up some cleanser and moisturizer here before we leave.” They picked up the feminine products that young woman would need. After paying for them, the older woman took them and the young woman into the restroom. “Put one of these pads in your panties in case your flow begins while we are out.”

The women left the pharmacy and drove over to the local department store. They walked inside to the make-up counter. “Excuse me miss. My daughter has been away at college. She has returned home and needs a make-over and some make-up.”

Debbie walked up to her mother, “Mom.”

“Hi Debbie I am so glad you can join us. Our mission is to teach yon female the joys of shopping.”

“Really? Okay, Does dad know you are out with his card?”

“I am sure he suspects by now. If I get something sexy to wear for him, he won't complain. He'll just look forward to getting me out of it and have his way with me.”

MOM!
 

 
“I feel a large disturbance in the force young padawan,” Alex said to his son.

“What?”

“It is like your mother has taken your future bride to the dark side with my credit card.”

“I still don't understand.”

“The women folk should have been back an hour ago if they just went to the pharmacy. I think your mother's evil twin, Shopparella, has kidnapped your girlfriend and is teaching her the evil ways of shopping. Don't be too concerned son, usually when they come back, they will want to show off their trophies from the hunt and that leads to a night of wanton pleasure if we play our cards right.”

DAD!