By Princess

Jason is full of anger at what has happened while SVU officers try to make a case against his mother.

Detective Olivia had spoke to one of the doctors that examined Jason. The young doctor walked up to the woman and introduced himself. “Hello, Detective Benson, I’m doctor Kramer. I have examined the victim you sent to us and its very disturbing. “

She nodded and asked, “What can you tell me about the boy?”

He looked serious at her and said, “This is the most disturbing case that I ever encountered. His body has been altered to the point that it is much more feminine now. There is not much male characteristics left in him. His bloodstream has estrogen levels equal to a girl in puberty. His body is shaped like a woman’s which means his entire skeletal structure has been changed. That means he has been on estrogen hormones well before puberty hit him. The boys testicle had to have been surgically removed probably before puberty. My guess that she had a quack doctor removed them to reduce the testosterone so it wont interfere with the estrogen she was giving him. In addition, there is evidence that the boy has endured repeated severe beatings. There’s evidence of massive bruising and past bone fractures in the rips, an elbow and his jaw. He has been repeatedly raped . Even very recently. His sphincter is ruptured and we have collected semen from his body, we assume it was from one of his rapists. That can be tested to determine who its from and you can arrest him. I am sending the full medical report to yours and the D. A’s office. We will have to do more testing to figure out what’s happening to his body, because some how, His body is producing estrogen itself but he isn’t on any medication. That is very troubling and we need to find out what is causing it“

“Thank you doctor, I will do what I can to help him” Olivia said.

That was troubling and she hoped for the boys sake that they could figure it out. Her partner Stabler looked very angry and he was approaching her as she was musing over Jason. Stabler shouted, “Olivia, what the hell were you thinking?”

She jumped and looked at him totally confused. “What are you talking about, Elliot?”

“You told Jason that he could stay at your house!. What was you thinking? You know you cant let victims stay at your place.”

Olivia said, “The boy has no where else. He’s nineteen and child services cant help. Turning his mother in means he’s been kicked out there. What’s he supposed to do sleep on a park bench?”

Stabler answered matter of factly, “Jason is a victim to a major crime and he is also a valuable witness. The States Attorneys office will foot the bill for a place for him to stay during the trial and may even make arrangements for him after. But you should know that letting him stay with you is a major conflict of interest that threatens could threaten his credibility The defense will use his relationship with you to discredit his testimony. You are experienced enough to know this, Olivia. What were you thinking?”

She thought it over and realized Stabler was right. She realized that she was getting way too emotionally involved with Jason.. She felt bad for him and wanted so desperately to help. “You are right. I know a friend that can help him if he needs it. I will tell him that I cant let him stay with me.”

“That is a better plan, Olivia” He said to her.

He bolted up in fear when she approached but he got it under control. He realized that this woman had only been kind toward him.

Olivia smiled kindly at him. He smiled back. “How are you doing, Jason?” She asked him.

“Considering all that has happened to me I was feeling ok until you came in. I thought I was safe with Police officers are watching over my room making sure my mother cant come in. but then you came in.” He said sarcastically at her.

“I know how you feel about me and I am sorry. I had hoped you could get past your anger toward me.”

He snorted loudly, “Sure after you thought I was a girl. “

She started feeling annoyed. “I am sorry about that Jason. The doctor told me all about you and I am sorry about what happened. I want to help you any way I can. “

He shrugged, “Sure you do. “ He still held his hostile posture toward her.

“I really want to help you Jason. “

“Bullshit, “ He shouted. “You are just like all the rest of the women I had ever known. You probably think im pretty and want to keep me feminine for ever. “

It was coming clear that he would not ever trust her. She told him, “I am sorry for what had happened to you. I guess I will leave now.

“I hope the door hits you on the way out,” He sneered at her.

He called Stabler over and asked him to hook Jason up with a therapist.

Luckily Stabler knew a few really good therapist and he agreed to pay for the costs. The therapist was there within a half hour. He walked in Jasons room and sat down introducing himself. “Hello Jason. I am Brian and I am here to help you. “

“How do you want to help me Brian,” He asked doubtfully.

“I am a consoler. I have been told all about you and I have agreed to come help you free of cost. The doctor has adviced me of your condition. “

Jason seemed to relax some. He looked at the man in front of him. He looked really nice. Brian wore plain clothes. He looked well fit and muscular. He had broad shoulders between 20 and 30. Most of all he seemed really nice.

“I have been advised on your condition Jason and we need to figure out what you want before the doctors can proceed.

He looked uncertain. ,”What do you mean, what I want?”

“Well, “ He answered. “We need to know what you want to be. Do you want to stay this way, looking like a woman, or do you want the doctors to figure out how to make you a boy again. “

“Oh, that is easy,” Jason said. “I want to be a boy, or a man now that I am nineteen. She took it away from me but I was meant to be a man. I never wanted ‘this’. “ He gestured toward his own breasts. “I want to be strong, so no one can hurt me anymore. I want the doctors to find out why my body is producing its own estrogen and figure out how to make my body grow strong like a boys?”

“Okay, I will try to help you, Jason.” He said, “I hope we can help you. The doctor says you will have to stay for a week so they can run more tests. “

Jason’s face crumpled up in a very troubled look. That round of testing’s had already been very hard on him. Repeated injections, blood tests, Stress Tests EKG and a CAT Scan. He wasn’t sure how much more he could take. “I don’t know how much more I can take. I am already sore from all the tests they have run.

“I know, “ Brian said. “They said it will just be a few more tests and those will be mostly noninvasive. Mostly Exrays but they need some more blood to figure out where the estrogen is coming from. Once they figure that out they may find out how to counteract it or stop it. Is that what you want?”

Jason nodded, “Yes. that’s what I want. “

“I thought so. Are you thinking about what you want once you leave this place and become a man?”

“Yes, “ He answered harshly.

Brian waited and Jason said, “There were many women involved in this that probably will never be found. Or charged. I am hoping my mother gets acquitted. “

Brian looked shocked, “Why, in gods name do you want her to get away with it.”

Jason’s face clouded into something that even scared Brian. “OH you have misunderstood me. I never said I wanted her to get away with it. I simply don’t want her to go to prison. That would be getting away with it. Free room and board. Free meals paid for by the state. Officers will protect her 24/7 at states expense. No. I want her to stay on the outside so some day I can find her and make her pay for this. Her, Jessica, That mistress Donna and my sister who had just got married. I will find them all. “

Brian found himself hoping that Jason was not serious. But the look on the boys face showed that he was very serious. Brian thought to himself that Jason was going to need a lot more therapy than he thought. He could see that Jason was slowly being consumed by his anger. Brian couldn’t help but worry about the boy in front of him.

He stood up told Jason, “I am sorry for what happened to you. I know nothing I can say can take it back. But I wont give up on you. We will speak later. Please don’t let anger consume you. The best thing you can is live happy. You can be a survivor that doesn’t let the past destroy your future. Or you can be consumed with anger and hatred until you do something stupid and destroy your future. Then they win. Survivors live in despite the abuse. They don’t let it destroy them. Think about that. “ Brian walked out hoping that Jason was really listening to him. Probably not. Healing was long and arduous journey. He said a silent prayer that he could help Jason.

Olivia was waiting for him when he walked out of the room. She approached and asked, “ Well. What do you think? Can you help him?”

He laughed and said, “Oh yeah. Me being so good I can make a detemrination from one 5 minute long session?”

“All sarcasm aside consoler, what are your thoughts please,” She pressed on.

“Well, “ Brian said thoughtfully. Thinking. “I don’t know if I can help Jason. I will try. The boy has been hurt so much. He doesn’t seem willing to let it go either. He has a lot of anger. I am afraid he is letting that anger totally consume him. I will try my best to help him and don’t worry about the cost. “ Then he looked thoughtfully at Olivia and said, “I have a lot of experience in this and I sense that you may be getting too personally involved with this boy. That concerns me as a therapist Ms Benson. “

She jerked back looking at him defensively. “What’s that supposed to mean?” She spat out hostilely.

“Hey, Hey. I am your friend and im saying this as a friend. I know you like this boy. But he cant replace the boy you lost. I know loosing calven hurt you deeply. “

“That’s none of your business!”

“That wasn’t your fault. He was a boy that needed you and you took him in. But that was a boy that loved you too. Loosing him was horrible. But Jason isn’t like that at all. I don’t think there’s any way you can get him to trust you. He has serious trust issues with women. He’s terrified by you. Please don’t get emotionally involved with this. You will get hurt again. “

“I understand,” was all she said. “My partner Stabler is the one that he talks to. I am hardly involved in this at all.”

“That’s good, “ Brian said. He left.

Stabler approached Olivia,” Olivia. You wont believe this!”

She waited and said, “Well are you going to tell me?”

“Casey is back and she has been assigned to Jasons case”

“Who?”

She is asking for us too?”

“Casey,” Olivia said trying to figure out who Stabler was talking about.

“Yes Casey. You remember her don’t you. Its been a few years but Casey Novek. The ADA. “

Casey Novek,” She said finally realizing. “I thought the BAR suspended her license permanently for a serious brady violation. If my memory serves me right, she was caught falsifying evidence, lying the court and the opposing cousin during a trial and got caught. How is she back?”

He threw up his hands, “How am I supposed to know why. I know she is back and she’s the prosecutor on this case. Lets hurry she’s calling for us now.”

The two detectives made it to the prosecutors office within the hour. Casey was sitting happily in her old office. She smiled, “Well Hello Detectives. I missed you both while I was gone. “

Olivia smiled, “Glad to see you back and I wont ask you what bribery or blackmail you used to get your license back. “

Casey smiled back. It was like a mock evil smile, “Oh it was nothing. The BAR missed me. “ She shrugged laughing. Olivia joined in.

Caseys smile vanished. “Ok lets get serious. This case is going to need a lot of work. I have been appointed to prosecute Jason’s mother. I have red the doctors report and I will speak to Brian soon. But what can you tell me about this? This is one of the saddest and most bizarre case I ever came across. And I have come across some sick shit prosecuting offenders over the years. Especially from you guys in SVU. ”

“Well you know about all we know,” Olivia said. “His mother and Sister abused him and totally feminized the boy. He looks just like any girl. In fact the first time I seen him in the station I expected a boy. I didn’t even know and he has been pissed at me every sense. “

“I understand. Can we put him on the stand?”

“I don’t know. I wouldn’t advice it. Jason told me he hopes his mother gets acquitted. He might destroy the case if you do that,” Olivia warned.

“In gods name why, Does he have some misplaced loyalty to his mother?” Casey said.

“No, Nothing like that, “ She assured. “I fact he attacked her and broke his jaw when he escaped. That’s how she was when We arrested her. I think he wants to kill her himself. “

Authors Note:: Casey Novek was my favorite ADA on the show. There have been other ADAs but she was my favorite. She was very hard nosed. Maybe to hard nosed which was why on her last episode she was censured by the BAR for hiding evidence from which was very damaging to her case from opposing counsel. Then she lied about it when she was asked to share it. Such evidence is called exculpatory That is a Brady Violation. a major violation of Du process.