Foxy

cover image

This little ditty came to me a few days ago. I figured that it fit the contest, so here it is. Enjoy!

"My little foxy," Dean murmured as he cuddled the stuffed fox that he had ordered online.

He didn't remember the last time he had had a plushie. Presumably, it was when he was a baby, or maybe a toddler. Too long ago to remember.

But with the way that life had hit him hard and taken away the love that he had thought was his forever, he somehow ceased to worry about being manly. Not that anyone in the world would know that he had given in to the urge to buy the toy.

He had no idea why he felt the urge to have his own little stuffed foxy. He didn't really question it. People have felt affection for inanimate objects for all of recorded history -- whether it be a doll, some kind of memento, or a car.

He also didn't question why his wife of some thirty years left him just after the last kid moved out. For a long time, it was as if all they were were somewhat friendly acquaintances who partnered in the task of child rearing. As much as he tried to rekindle the love, or at least the close friendship, she remained cold.

She left.

She took her clothes, her electronics, a few favorite pieces of furniture, some dishes and cookware, some mementos, and an old trailer to carry it all.

She even took the cat.

And she left.

Even the divorce was done by remote control.

She had already started her own bank account. They had never merged their retirement accounts.

It was all neat and tidy. No fighting. No emotion.

Just gone. Just over. The final settlement, still in its envelope, sat on the filing cabinet.

While all of that was grinding through the court system, Dean had cleaned out the house. Things that no longer mattered were given away or just thrown out. The house was clean.

And empty.

~~~~~~

Dean got ready for another night in his big, empty bed. Retirement is a lot less fun when there is nobody to share it with.

No more work. No clubs. No reason to leave the house, except to pick up groceries every few weeks. Without the Internet, he would be pretty much without human contact, save for phone calls on his kids' birthdays.

He kissed the stuffed fox the nose, scritchied it between the ears, and hugged it to his chest.

Again, he dreamed of running wildly through an enchanted forest on four feet. Fairies flew and ran about without a care. Some looked like little people with dragonfly or butterfly wings. Some took on the forms of animals. Some looked like forest elves. Some took forms half way between beast and man.

Sometimes, he was running after prey. Other times, he was running after... something. Something he desired. Something his soul ached for.

Love?

It was much too late for that. He had lived most of his life. The love that was supposed to take him into his golden years had run off.

Even when he had love, his soul ached to be whole. The inside never really matched the outside. Even when he was in love, the hole was still there. The best he could do was to try to ignore it.

The dream faded and he woke up.

He stroked his fox and found that it had become real. Somehow, a part of him expected that. Maybe it was the dream.

But somehow, deep down, he knew and felt the reality of the little red vixen that was actively snuggling with him.

Right before his eyes, she shifted to an anthropomorphic fox form. She gave him a hug and kissed him straight on the lips. He returned it with enthusiasm, feeling a connection that he had never felt before.

Then, he felt sad. "It's too bad that I'm too old for you."

She smiled and held him tighter. "You don't know how many centuries I have searched for my soul mate. I'm not about to let her go now! We belong to each other forever.

He felt himself shifting. He... She looked down in wonder at her furry breasts, then up into the eyes of her love.



If you liked this post, you can leave a comment and/or a kudos!
Click the Thumbs Up! button below to leave the author a kudos:
up
199 users have voted.
If you liked this post, you can leave a comment and/or a kudos! Click the "Thumbs Up!" button above to leave a Kudos

And please, remember to comment, too! Thanks. 
This story is 722 words long.