self-sabotage

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I'm just sitting here, having realized that if I hadn't sabotaged myself, I might have had totally transitioned by now.

By delaying my name change, I cost myself more than $ 4,000 which would have come in handy for paying off my car and putting myself in a position where even if i wasn't able to work for months after surgery I'd still be above water.

Meanwhile, my poor choices in eating and exercise have left me about 100 lbs over what I would need to be to qualify for surgery, and now with the level of pain i am in because of my hips and knees the "exercise" part of that equation isn't going to improve.

Sighs ... I need huggles, anybody got some to spare?

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what happened to lose money? that walmart payoff deal?

I know it's hard to diet BELIEVE me! But one step at a time and you would not believe what going on a super low cal DOCTOR run diet can do with not much added exercise! Then when done that exercise get way easier!

'Hang in there!' kitten poster posted here.

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Big hugs kiddo!

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I'm 100 pounds overweight also. Losing weight is harder than quiting smoking!. But you have a goal, do it! You'll love the new you, even before the Surgery

Hugs,
Karen

Huggles needed

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large custom made huggle sent. Keep going forward, however slow, and you will get there in the end

Sooo...

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Dear Soul...

I've always found that we are our own best saboteurs. And we all are 'card carrying' members of the 'union'. ;)

Strength of Heart Always...

Kelly

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Hugs & Huggles

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Hugs & Huggles on the way

Peace, Love, Freedom, Happiness

You CAN do it!

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You can get there keep your eyes upon the prize and not on the past mistakes you've made. Those things will slow you down.
Enclosed is 1 gross of electronic huggles for you. Remember do NOT feed them chocolate or ice cream or they will become absolute party animals and will party until the sugar wears off and then they'll disturb your muse with all the partying as well.
Take care and know that your BC family cares about you!

It can be hard to get back to

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WIN_20151116_19_28_36_Pro.jpgIt can be hard to get back to where you were but keep pitching I had a weight problem still over what I was. I was on steroids went up to 27 stone drop to 20 stone just cut out everything sugar white number one.Want to get down to my normal weight which is 15 stone.Getting there .I have had to chuck skirts ect away now to big. The weight gone everywhere on me but still need to lose more. The pic I use I only took a few months ago before that I had more chins than a Chiness phonebook.I was going to the gym but got hit my motorbike and leg wound gone sepit so the GP is treating it.So apart from some weights can do much so I eat so little at the moment its hard but got to be done.I transited 2003 not easy but nothing worthwhile is.Goodluck my dear keep on going.

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