Three

I sat on my bed wearing an aqua baby-doll night gown and panty. The cotton balls were stuffed between my toes. I shook the bottle of red nail polish, thinking about the risks. I didn’t think it likely that Mom or Sis would ever see my painted toes. It would only be for a few days. I was confident I would never be caught. I found it exciting to have a secret. Like when I wore panties for the entire day. Mom and Sis never knew. I knew, every time I stood or sat I felt the panties caress my bottom. It made me feel naughty, and I found that exhilarating.

The nail polish felt cold as I applied it to my nail. I didn’t expect to feel anything. The feeling was yet another unexpected delight. What I thought would be a miserable lonely summer cooped up in the house, has turned out to be one full of enchanting experiences. I looked forward to each day. There were so many things I wanted to accomplish and experience each day. I spent the morning soaking in a warm bubble bath. I shaved my legs for the first time. My legs had a minimal amount of hair. Now they had none; silky-smooth skin. I finished the nails on my left foot. I sat admiring my work, waiting for the polish to dry before starting on my right foot.

The new look was amazing. The nail polish turned my dogs into sexy feet. I couldn’t stop looking down and admiring my feet as I walked through the house. I stopped at every mirror. I smiled. I was beautiful.
I had moments when I wondered if there was something wrong with me. I would think; Normal boys wouldn’t want to look pretty. Then I would think, What is wrong with wanting and enjoying looking pretty?

I spent the next hour playing video games. The need to masturbate had subsided over the week. I could enjoy playing games while wearing the baby doll. It was feeling right, normal. I doubted Mom or Sis would be happy if I wore it in the evening. It was close to lunch when I decided to get dressed. I tried on several outfits. It took time to determine what I wanted to wear. I settled on a red bra and panty set with a floral sundress. I thought the red rose buds complimented my nail polish. I finished my look with the red lipstick that matched the nail polish and a pair of red heels with an open toe.

I ate a salad for lunch. I quit eating fatty foods and drinking soda. I decided to watch my weight. I am slender, one hundred and twenty-five pounds. From the charts I saw on-line for girls; my weight should be closer to one hundred and ten pounds. I didn’t think I could lose the weight, but I was determined not to gain anymore pounds.

After lunch, I went into my sister’s room and practiced putting on lipstick. I wanted to try different technics. I used the liner pencil first. I then brushed on the red. I gently smeared my lips together. Then I applied a dab of gloss at the center. I liked the look. I cleaned the lipstick off and applied just the red. I liked how deep the red lipstick looked. However, I liked how the gloss sparkled better. I added the gloss.

I thought about working on eye make-up. I left her room and logged onto my computer. I watched several videos on how to create dark sultry eyes. I wished I could discuss this with Sis. She’s great at applying make-up. She knows how to look pretty with just a bit of make-up, and she knows how to use make-up to look sexy. I would learn so much if she walked me through step by step. One could only dream.