So, I've had an interesting week. I guess I should start from the beginning. I was hanging out with friends, and we watched pacific rim. after that we went out and had super nachos which is this big nacho plate. anyways. after that we broke up and it was just me and my friend who we all call Jacob or Jake. So we were driving around, chatting and the conversation shifts to high school and college. Basically, in my junior year, I dropped out got my GED, and lost contact with all my friends for a while. While growing up, I was trying to hide the fact I was transgendered from everyone. My friends didn't have a clue until a couple years later.

After I had dropped out and got my GED I started going to college. For fun and PE credits, I was taking Tai chi classes. In my first class, I saw Branden, one of my friends from high school. He was kinda surprised to see me considering I hadn't had contact with him for a couple of years. We got to talking, and then hanging out again. and this time, my friends all made sure I was in touch with someone. I didn't know it at the time, but they had an idea I was transgendered, but kept quiet for about a year when I was 20 and finally came out of the closet.

back in the present When Jacob told me that they knew before I told them I was curious, so I started asking around. Starting with Branden. He acknowledged it was right around the Tai chi class when he found me again that he knew. something about my body language that was unmistakable. I then went to another friend, who said he thought I was gay. and it kept going with each of my friends having the same story of knowing, and still liking me for me. even waiting patiently for me to tell them.

Honestly, all of this was a shock to me. I thought I had hid it pretty well, but apparently the signs were in plain sight for everyone to see, I just never knew. I guess I just needed the clarification really. It's still a bit of a shock. but at this rate, I don't think my friends are going to lose track of me anytime soon.