I was somewhat pleasantly amused by Dorothy's recent post "To any non-trans guy brave enough to answer" which opened a discussion about erections, and the having of them. My interest was further piqued by her post "Here is a challenge for you all" about breasts. Not wanting to thread jack, I thought I might post my own thoughts on both topics from the other side of the fence.

First erections .. yes please may I have one. This is one of the reasons I wear a packy in in my briefs. Thinking back to Beyogi's comment: Clothing of cisgender guys is meant to accommodate occasional erections, My briefs and jockstrap look rather empty without one -- actually I should qualify that and say without a healthy masculine bulge in them. In a sense, as Dorothy said that they "are a reminder I am not the person I want to be", my (ersatz) male bulge is a reminder of the person that I am, a boy in the packaging of a girl.

My penis(es/ penii) is (are) a completion of me as a tomboy. It suddenly occurred to me as funny as a I can choose the one I want wear depending upon the look I desire, something that cismales can't do.

Likewise, breasts, are a nuisance which I bind down with an ace bandage. They aren't all that bad as I am rather small and have further diminished them by working out, but they are nowhere near flat masculine male in sculpture. In that sense, I have to wonder if any MTF person would want what I have given the lack of volume thereof. I wish that I was as flat as a guy on top and would have no need whatsoever of a bra -- that if you saw me topless you'd see a guy.

With all that being what is is, you might ask why I'm not an FTM-TS and just an FTM-CDer. That's where it gets complex for me, because the mix inside me of genders is what what makes me who I am. That tweaking of the nose of gender, where I know that I have a vagina tween my legs yet the world sees me as a guy and I am moving in somewhat forbidden territory as in when I entry a men's washroom, is a thrill that electrifies me to my core.

The other person's grass is always greener. Or, I dunno, is my perception the same yet the opposite of that of an MTF person

BTW -- its has been a far too busy summer for me, but I hope to get back to writing very soon. There was a weekend at the lake on in Okanagan with my GF Sparky, and some form fitting jammers and -- see paragraphs above, no tops and appropriate form otherwise -- for a secluded swim.....

Staying strapped

Trap