Okay -- as some of may have seen, I've posted some of my meager output here as part of the Female to Male crossdressing genre.

So I thought that I would intro myself and do a few whys and wherefores.

I have always been a tomboy -- and was encouraged along this route because it was 'cute'. I played baseball, was on the track team, played basketball etc. As such, I took same taunts at school and didn't date any guys. As it turns out, I had no interest in them either, although I did want someone -- a best bud. I was a blank slate yet also filled with wonderings and wanderings. And hormones being hormones I was a hormonally driven as heck!

As it happens, I have an older brother who is gay and I found that one place I was marginally accepted was among him and his friends at very least because there was no pressure from either side to 'hit' on each other. We'd shoot hoops and hang together. Of course there were some places that I couldn't hang with them.

I knew what was going on. In fact I even saw it going on. And damnit I was jealous, cause it looked like fun. That damn hormone thing again. Oh -- and BTW -- don't call me a fag hag! I may like seeing guys doing it with guys but as you can see, I have my own bent on it.

Off I went to college -- fell in with the wrong (not!) crowd and met my soul mate and fellow tomboy love of my life Sparky. She was a bit older than me, a lot more experienced, but had what it took to take this baby-dyke to her full potential.

I should mention that we are both just average folk. Nothing about us would scream out anything to anyone -- no tats, no piercings. Well, hopefully at times, we might scream out boy instead of girl, cause we both get off on gender play and crossdressing. Plus we share a mutually attraction to gay guys, so much so that part of our play is, ah, er, playing at being gay guys.

Okay -- yeah -- I heard it all before -- girls can't crossdress/ girls don't crossdress -- wah wah wah -- they get to dress in pants and guys clothes and no one says anything but let a guy wear a dress and BAM! Funny -- seems to me that there is more uproar over Chaz Bono, who I don't really like, than over RuPaul. And yes I know -- Chaz is TG and RuPaul is a drag queen -- two different things -- but you get my point. Let a cis-female try to present as male and there is hell to pay -- especially in the M2F crossdressing community -- as in why would anyone want to be/ dress as a man!

Jeez --I hope I'm not offending anyone -- I'm just stating my feelings.

Anyway -- as I move along through life, with Sparky as my muse I set out to find erotica about people like us -- not body swap or sci-fi or fantasy just regular crossdressing fiction with an FTM twist. And I found -- NADA! Nothing!

Actually -- I did find one person. A good friend, a sweet str8 guy, Kozmik Alaska, who wrote some. Damn -- if he had a vagina, I'd be all over him! After we did the complex dance of I'm a girl and you're a guy and we both like girls, it settled into a bit of mentoring and I started to write. First effort was really crappy. Second less so. Third a bit better. 4th was nothing like anything Koz would ever written -- I came into my own groove -- mostly thanks to Sparky.

So why does it turn me on to wears guys underwear and dress as a guy, and use a packy in my briefs to make it look like I have penis. I don't want to change sex. I just like to dress as a guy. I wanted to be treated as a guy. And seeing two guys get it on really gets me going so much that I want o be doing exactly what they're doing.

I break the mold I guess.

Trap