Christmas. I know it is a month and a half away, but already it raises its head. I am not on top form at the moment, with the PTSD making inroads into my daily thoughts, and the usual feelings of 'unreal' and 'fraud' sitting laughing at me. As I came home today, the boss was pushing me to come out on the team Christmas do next month, and it was all I could do not to cry in front of him. He is a good friend, but he deserves better from me.
Not a good time at the moment, so whatever I write may suffer. Sorry.
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A good friend...
...who probably appreciates and will understand just why you feel he deserves better, aye? Unreal and fraud? Never! You're a hero to me! My prayers and wishes to you, dear heart.
Dio vi benedica tutti
Con grande amore e di affetto
Andrea Lena
Love, Andrea Lena
you're a hero to me too
my prayers are with you as well, my friend. Gentle hugs.
Dorothycolleen, member of Bailey's Angels
>hughs< :( It's indeed the
>hughs< :( It's indeed the season.
Only 43 Shopping Days Left till Xmas!
I wouldn't mind at all if it was just kept to an intense 12 days. I am surprised we don't get blitzed on December 26th "Only 364 Shopping Days Left!" ...don't miss out folks, start early.
Eeek, only 43 Shopping Days Left?
Eeek! I only have 96% of my shopping done!
Lisa the Grinch
Phrasing
By 'come out' I mean 'attend'...
Thanks Steph,
ALISON
'you once wrote that PTSD coupled with GID was a virulent cocktail and we both know that you were not wrong,so I well understand where you are coming from when asked to attend a Xmas 'do'. Perhaps it is Social
Anxiety as the psychologists put it to make it sound easier,the only problem being that it never becomes easier.
I just hope that you feel better on the day,my thoughts are for you and all of us who have trodden this path
and understand.A fraud? No way!Never!
ALISON