Switcheroo
Issue Five
By Melanie E.
With a little help Louis starts to come to terms with his changes... just in time for a mission that could bring him the satisfaction he wants.
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Chapter 12
Reconstruction
Living at a superhero base was quite a bit different than living at home. On the plus side, I wasn't alone, since most of the rest of the team for one reason or other had chosen to use the base's accommodations rather than going to the expense of paying for their own. At the moment, though, that also served as probably the biggest disadvantage, as well.
Over the last two hours it seemed like everyone and their brother had come by and tried to get me to talk with the surprise exception of Dia. Sure, I knew she was monitoring me at all times regardless of what I did, which was another part of staying at a superhero base that took some getting used to, but at least she was being quiet about it.
I looked around my room. A week wasn't a whole lot of time to personalize a space when you're as busy as I had been, but I had done my best with the few things I had brought from home. A picture of me and my sister together sat on the desk in my room, next to the tee shirt she had given me in a special frame. A handful of posters and an old Dreamcast were the other personal touches I had managed yet, leaving the largeish room feeling cavernous in its emptiness.
"I think it could use some curtains, maybe a couple of futons or something to sit on. We can look at things online later if you want."
I sighed, and stared at the ceiling as I answered Dia. "The windows are just computer screens anyhow, so what's the point?"
"To make it more your own."
I stood up and walked to one of the "windows," watching the linked three dimensional screens displaying a view of the city outside from cameras far up the building. Reaching to the control panel next to me, I rolled the time back a few days, to the beginning of the thunderstorm that had only just passed. The speakers around me vibrated with the crash of thunder as the screens lit up with a brilliant flash of lightning.
"What's the point?" I asked with a frown. "In another week I'll probably just have to redo it anyhow when the mental changes kick in."
Dia appeared next to me, now dressed in jeans and a tank top. "I don't think so."
I glared at her. "Why not? Everything else about me is changing, why not that?"
She looked at me confused, a frown of her own on her face. "I still don't see why you think your body dictates who you are. It's one of the elements of human behavior I've never understood."
"What do you mean?"
She sat down on the ledge of the window, reaching one of her hands through and watching the rain run down her arm. I knew it was just an illusion, but it still made me smile to watch. "Lou, do you think of me as a computer program first or a person?"
I shrugged. "You seem as real as I am."
She smiled. "Thank you for saying that. But you know that all I am is a computer program, right? Just a few million lines of code operating together to create the person you see before you."
"Maybe, but you don't act like a computer program."
"No, and there is quite a bit more to me than there is in those crappy games you play on that thing," she said, pointing to my Dreamcast in the corner.
"Hey!"
"But why do you think that is? It isn't because of the server towers that make up my processing units, or the thousands of terrabytes of hard drive space that make up my memory. All of those things can be changed around, switched out, improved or broken. As long as my core program is intact, though, I'm still the same, just with different parts."
She looked me up and down. I was leaning against the wall next to the window, and knew that the outline of a lot of my body could clearly be seen through the thin exercise clothes I still wore. For a second she fuzzed out, and when she came back I was looking at a mirror of myself.
"It's not the same."
"Why not?" She came over to stand right in front of me. A wall appeared behind her, and she leaned against it, duplicating my pose. "The human body is just like the computer parts that make up my central systems, just smaller and messier. Your parts might be harder to replace than mine are, but they no more dictate who you are than mine do."
I stared at her, looking at me so smug, like she had broken any argument I had. "Really? Well, what do you have to say about the reprogramming I'm supposed to undergo?"
"Is that what you think is going to happen?" With another fuzz she was stood there before me again in her normal body.
"That's what everyone said, and I can... feel it. The changes." I slid down the wall to sit on the floor, looking up at Dia. "I don't want to be someone else, is that so bad?"
She sat against the wall next to me. "Lou, you aren't going to change that much. Yeah, some things will be different for you, but... it's more like added elements, okay? Just because a new program is loaded into me doesn't change me, either. I take what is in it and incorporate it into my systems, and from that I improve. Isn't this a lot the same?"
I thought about what she had said. "So you're saying I'm not going to change as much as I thought?"
She shook her head. "No! I'm gonna let you in on a secret, okay?" I nodded. "There's more to being able to take on the Switcheroo powers than just being in the right place at the right time. The best we can tell, there are certain markers that legacy powers look for when they are transferred before they will manifest. For the longest time sex was thought to be one of Switcheroo's, though you've apparently blown that out of the water. But the other markers we've noticed -- courage, ingenuity, a caring personality -- you've got all those already. The changes the powers put you through might make them more obvious, but they've always been a part of you."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
I shook. "But, what about... people? I mean, like, am I going to start liking guys now? Or will I be a lesbian? And everything affects me so much more now..."
She laughed softly. "That would be the hormones talking, I warned you about those. Being a girl is different than being a guy. Your body will behave differently, but the way things are interpreted will still be you. Your sexuality is another issue, though. Honestly I don't know on that one. From past experience Switcheroos have always been heterosexual, but I don't know how your unique situation will affect that."
"That's not much help."
"It isn't? I was sure it would be," she said with a grin.
I thought about what she had said, and gained a new appreciation for her. "How'd you get so smart?" I asked, feeling myself calming down.
"I guess I was just made that way. As were you."
I smiled at her. "Thanks for the help, Dia. I'd give you a hug if I could, but..."
Her image flashed for a moment. "Thanks." She started to say something else, when her eyes grew wide shortly before she disappeared completely, warning klaxons around the base going off as her voice came over the speakers. "ALL TEAM MEMBERS. An emergency meeting of August Branch members has been called in the briefing room. Please report there immediately. Repeat: an emergency meeting of August Branch members has been called in the briefing room. Please report immediately."
With a sense of dread I bounded up from my spot against the wall and rushed out the door.
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"Can't we go a single week without the world coming down around us?"
"One of the perils of being a superhero," Bard said, sliding into his designated spot at the table.
The tension around the table was "palpable," I do believe is the word. Not one of knew what the emergency was. The klaxon that had been used indicated it wasn't an attack on the base, but emergency meetings were never called for something minor.
We had just begun to discuss what the problem might be when Mr. Stone, in full Martial regalia, marched into the room, a grimace plastered on his face.
"Sir, what's the problem?"
He took his place at the head of the room, and while looking directly at me said, "We know where Weaver has gone."
That was enough to silence everyone. Her betrayal had caused rifts in the team that were just starting to heal over, and all of us were ready for a little payback.
"Well?" Cherrybomb asked impatiently when Martial failed to continue.
"She has been monitored entering and leaving this building several times over the past few days," he said, touching the wall behind him and bringing up an image of a large office building I instantly recognized.
"Isn't that the replacement for the old Rhodes Building after Warhammer's fight with Efreet a few years back?"
He nodded. "It is. Further investigation has led the officials at the MDSPF main branch to the discovery that while most of the building is used by Rhodes Industries still, these floors," he pointed to the seventeenth through twentieth levels of the building, "are being rented to another company by the name of McCree Business Operations. Both the MDSPF and my contacts in the government agree that Rhodes Industries is about as clean as a big company generally gets, but so far nobody has been able to track down any information on this other company."
"So you think that might be where she's working from."
"I don't know," he said, leaning on the table, "but it's a start."
I stood up. "So what do we do?" I could feel the anger rising in me. Weaver had killed my sister, and tried to kill me -- there was no way in hell I was letting her get away again.
Martial touched the wall behind him again, and a series of dossiers appeared. "We're working with the local police on this one. Since we don't have any proof of wrongdoing they're going out on a limb helping us, but they have agreed to sending us up with a police escort while we ask some questions. We have to do this RIGHT," he said, glaring at me when I started to protest. "Too many supers forget that we don't have any legal jurisdiction to do what we do. The government overlooks this most of the time, but if we fly in and start busting heads and turn out to be wrong, we WILL be prosecuted to the full extent of the law. Do I make myself clear?"
I sat back down in my seat, thoroughly chastised but still fuming.
He smashed the table with his fist hard enough to crack the marble surface. "I want to get the bitch just as bad as you, but unlike the rest of you I've SEEN what the government will do to a Super that doesn't toe the line. Weaver is smart, smarter than any of us, and she wouldn't be this blatant about where she's going if she didn't think we were powerless to do anything to her. She WANTS us to go in angry and fuck this up. We. Can't. Do. That. Understood?" Everyone nodded. "The police are interested in bringing Weaver in as well due to her assault on Louis and a pending investigation into his sister's death, but there isn't enough evidence for them to justify doing this on their own, and that's the ONLY reason they've agreed to work with us on this."
"So when are we going in?"
"Tomorrow morning. I'll let everyone know later who is going with me. For now, you're all dismissed. Louis, stay here."
Everyone else walked out, leaving me sitting at the table with Martial -- I couldn't call him Mr. Stone when he was wearing his uniform.
"What did you need, sir?"
He sat down across from me, looking at me seriously. "I heard you're having trouble adjusting."
"I think I'm getting over it, sir. Dia's helped a lot."
He nodded. "Good. Because I want you on the team tomorrow. If you can keep your temper in check, that is."
My eyes narrowed. "If we see Weaver, sir, I can't make any promises."
"If we see Weaver, I don't think any of us would try to stop you Lou, unless you looked like you were in danger. That's not why I want you on, though."
I leaned back in my seat, staring at him. "Why, then?"
His expression eased into something that wasn't quite a smile. "You've been on the team for almost two months now and I haven't worked with you yet. Tomorrow should be non-combat, but I want to see how you handle yourself around civilians. Consider this part one of your first review."
He stood up and waved me toward the door, indicating our meeting was over. I shook his hand on the way out, going over and over in my head all the things I wanted to do to Weaver when I caught her.
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NOTES: I know I tend to go overboard with the whole "emotional introspection" thing in my stories. Suffice it to say that short of major changes that would affect ANYone, most of the emotional vascillating for this story is done, so be prepared for a mostly straight-forward superhero story from here on out with the TG issue used more for flavoring than as the significant driving force behind the story -- at least that's what I'm hoping for.
Questions? Comments? Concerns?
Excelsior?
Comments
Excelsior!
I think the emotional introspection is needed in this case, and I like it. Not that I wont like the straight-forward superhero stuff too....
Dorothycolleen
I have to agree
I think Dorothy is right on this. There's nothing wrong with introspection especially when it's done this well. I think you did it just right.
Chris
Personally I like how you've been writing this story.
Like I said I personally like the way you been writing the story so far please keep it up. I've already reread issue's 0-4 once :P.
Emotional introspection is cool
... and I fully expect it to occur as necessary as issues crop up as s/he does his/her thing. All the introspection is worthless unless it is put in the context of a real life (duh) and whether Louis succeeds in reconciling a new life hinges on it of course. I don't expect a happy ever after all of the time in these situations. 'Happy enough', is a common refrain of even those who actually want to transition, let alone those who have change forced upon them.
Kim
Feelings
Real people and good characterizations of real people have emotional depth. They're COMPLICATED.
I think you're doing fine and I'm enjoying your story.
pat_robert
Switcheroo Issue 5
Questions? Comments? Concerns? I say Excelsior to your whole "emotional introspection" thing. Makes it YOUR story. And a HALLMARK of how you write.
May Your Light Forever Shine
May Your Light Forever Shine
Emotional introspection
No, you haven't. Gone overboard that is. That is one of the real anchor points for this story. I'm all over the map emotionally about my upcoming heart surgery - up, down, sideways, cool and calm then having major freakouts. I was so scared last night I couldn't get to sleep for hours, even after taking sleeping pills.
Now think about what Lou has gone through. Lost his sister, acquired super powers and changed sex, kicked out by her family, has a gone-bad former member of a supers group trying to kill her, going through puberty as a girl; gee if that doesn't bring on some emotional introspection then just what drugs do they have her on?
Doing fine, hon, keep up the good work.
Karen J.
"Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.”
George Carlin
Stories.
Are, or should be, about people, you know. People have emotions and so should your characters if you don't want them to seem like cardboard cutouts. So far all the emotional 'vacillation' works for Lou. Poor thing has been through an awful lot. Some emotional turmoil is to be expected there, don't you think?
Maggie
Excelsior? Isn't that an ... OOOOOPS!
Posting trouble earlier, please delete.
Thanks
John in Wauwatosa
John in Wauwatosa
Excelsior? Isn't that an ...
old-time packing material from the dark-age before -- shudder -- foam packing peanuts and bubble wrap?
BTW another fine if sadly brief chapter.
MARS NEEDS WOME.... I need some more Switcheroo... pretty please?
John in Wauwatosa
P.S. Switcheroo is such a lame name for a super but then all the good ones are taken, copy writ and the ilk
-- GRIN --
And it adds to his/her wonderful torment. Admittedly the govt wants to maintain the illusion there will always be a Switcheroo to save the day but she can at least bitch about it?
P.P.S. Why does Weaver want to be found? A trap? A diversion from some terrible crime that will discredit the super group? A way to invoke the double jeopardy clause of the Constitution? To get publicity SHE killed Switcheroo? Hum, does she know our heroine is alive? And how far along is he to she now?
Would love it if this is all some elaborate super villain trap but Weaver gets caught in it, poisoned by her own crap she used on his sister. Ideally not enough to kill but too much to recover from her injuries in the battle. I assume as a super she has an enhanced healing factor. IE Weaver ends up in a permanent state of disability. Her powers are consumed with repairing her but never quite can as the poison prevents that. To have that power only to lose it and have it replaced with weakness and pain would be better punishment than her death. Jeese I have a mean streak. Must come from having to give good customer service all week at the bank.
And when will his jerk parents get a clue that he is hurting wore than they over the loss of his sister and that SHE loved him? Did she have a diary?
John in Wauwatosa
Arrr, thar be two of 'im!
Hehe :P
My high school art teacher used to tell a story about an art project she did in college called "Gloria In Excelsior" something-something-something. Apparently they took a girl named Gloria, shoved her in a closet, and packed her in with Excelsior and took a bunch of photos of it.
My high school art teacher was weird, but in an awesome, awesome way.
Sadly brief? This single chapter is longer than issue 3 was, and that one was two chapters long! *sigh* I guess there's just no pleasing you.
Melanie E.
Yeah, agreed
I guess what I was trying to say was that it seems like all my stories largely focus on the character's mental states being all broken by things going on around them, and I don't wanna sound like a whiny emo-author about it all.
Melanie E.
Keep it coming
Please keep it coming and I rather like the angst element. It gives another dimension.
Thanks
Dance, Love, and cook with joy and great abandon
Emotions Overboard?
I don't think you've gone overboard with this story. It has more than just a gender change. There's the serious matter of a murder and attempted murder to consider and the rest of the team has to contend with the fact that Weaver had been a traitor in their midst for quite some time. They've all got issues to wrestle. I'm reading every chapter right away.
Thanks and kudos!
- Terry
I wonder if maybe the computer *feels* guilty
Its *avatar* is tring so hard to help the new Switcheroo, almost as if she *feels* responcible.
I mean even with all her servers, memory, programing and sensors EVERYWHERE she failed to flag Weaver as a traitor and murderess. I wonder if maybe the computer has recently evolved, IE it qualifies as a sentient being? Interesting parallel, Sticheroo's evolving/transforming while maybe the computer is too? She desparately needs a friend and so far the computer is the only one getting through his/her pain and depression.
Good stuff and all the emotions DO make sense here.
John in Wauwatosa
P.S. OOOOOH, they capture Weaver swap her memories out of her brain into the computer and the computer ends up in Weaver's body?
A geek can dream.
John in Wauwatosa
No, John
The last thing you'd want is Weaver in control of the base supercomputer!
Karen J.
"Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.”
George Carlin
Well, you could always just wipe it!
Or just reduce some of it's memory...
Wren
Shine on....
..you crazy diamond! :D.
I am enjoying this story - there are a lot of Super stories right now with the CRU and such like - which is cool, and this is just different enough to seem like a breath of fresh air. I like the emotional stuff, makes it real, I just wish you were better at describing visuals - I still have no clear idea what Switcheroo/Lou looks like, BTW - Louise is a nice name don't you think? (Hint, Hint :D)
The nature of Monkey is - Irrepressible!!!
The nature of Monkey is - Irrepressible!!!
Well, I *Could* Describe Them More...
And in some stories I do. On the other hand, I've often heard that people like to imagine characters their own way when reading a story, so I'm trying to leave the vast majority of people's appearances up for grabs in this one. Though, on second thought, perhaps a superhero story isn't the best choice of material in which to employ that technique.
Anyone else want more detailed descriptions? I've been thinking of doing a "character profiles" blog entry anyhow, so if there's enough interest this will make that a definite.
Melanie E.
Awesome story
Awesome story... I just wish you'd release more and faster :D
I guess the emotipnal stuff will hit the peak with the confrontation with weaver where Lou might go berserk. Well... At least I hope for something like that :P
Thank you for the new chapter.
Comment
Post more! This story is really becoming enjoyable, and I hate waiting for the next chapter!
Okay, I'm kidding. A little!
You've got a really good story going here, and I wanna read more. I admit it, I'm impatient!
Wren
writing style
One of the attractive elements of this story is the emotional elements. As any transitioning TG already knows, the emotional part is a HUGE part of transition especially in the 1st few years. It is unavoidable.
In this story it is also a necessity to help establish the character of Lou otherwise he'd just be a knock off of his sister. *smiles*
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This story is very good
I think the emotional conflict between the forced sex change, the angst of replacing his cherished sister, and the rejection of the parents are some of the most interesting and enduring parts of the story.