This is getting old, isn't it?

Just when I thought I was getting it back together my muse decides to mutiny! Well, to be fair, the story she's stuck on is one that's been in my head for far longer than any of my others. I may have to write some of it, just to get her off my back about it! ;)

I got even less writing done yesterday than I anticipated, largely due to the presence of my niece and nephew. I'm not complaining about them being here, but three and six year old kids do make it a bit difficult to concentrate! Especially my three year old nephew; that kid could power half of North America with all that energy!

I've been tense ever since the incident at work last week. Silly, I know, but this is me we're talking about! ;) Anyway, that hasn't helped things any, especially since I tend to get emotional a whole lot easier when I'm stressed. So, of course, I've been getting down a bit again. Having to really struggle just to keep from breaking down in tears at dinner with my parents and niece and nephew today was just ridiculous.

I'm not even sure what I'm down about! The only thing I can come up with is being lonely. I think about it far more than I like, especially since it's extremely unlikely to ever change. I'm just too shy, plain (at best), and I don't get out much at all.

Anyway, I'm going to take some pressure off of myself and say right now that it is very unlikely that I'll get anything posted today. I'm probably just going to mess around with this other story and maybe a little of Kim's (Kittyhawk) and come back to it later tonight or tomorrow.

I'm not going to say sorry this time 'cause everyone just complains so much when I do! ;)

Saless

P.S. Have I thanked you guys for keeping me sane? I know it's a hard and likely futile task, but I appreciate it! ;)

P.P.S. Okay, show of virtual hands, who knew it was me from the title? It's getting to be a habit with you lot!

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