When I saw that something from Aardvark was up, for a brief moment in time, I thought that he had published another of his stories that make my seat um squishy! I was only briefly saddened to see that it was "Warrior" recycled. I'm in bed with the Flu and between my feverish, coughing times, I think I will read it again. Almost as good as a bit of Chokie Ice Cream!

I had thought that my desire to be a subbie slave had gone way to the back ground but now that I see the story is up again, um well ... There is something in my primary nature that is really drawn to such situations. My girl friend and her husband and I do some things together and during those times if I exhibit any "Tomboy" conduct at all, he corrects me. The other day, he noticed water coming from under the car and upon looking, I thought it was from the AC, but just to be sure, I opened the hood to have a look.

He was briefly distracted and when he saw what I had done, he came running up to me, his face full of concern, "Oh no sister Khadijah, this not for woman, you get in car, I look". I have to say that I did just what he said, and inside I was smiling. It is very nice indeed to have a male show concern, and to be somewhat controlled by one.

He is of a sect that absolutly accepts us special girls, and in fact they are quite adamant that since we have made that decision, we should act that way!

I know this is probably too sick for some of you, and I must admit that if I was in Sauudia with men around me, I would not only NOT be opening the bonnet, but NOT be driving either. A little harmless fantasy was fun thought.

Khadijah