So an old school friend of mine went on Facebook today and announced that they have just just changed their name and they are now transitioning from male to female. Of course I am happy for her and wish her all the luck and happiness in the world but I'm not sure I can see them again. I am afraid of what it will mean for me. I have been so deeply in denial and shoving these feelings down for so long that I am afraid of what will happen if I meet them. As it is the post has shaken so many things loose that my emotions and feelings are all over the place.

I'm trying to track down a story I read on BigCloset a while back. It was the story of a character who transitions and then goes on to play cricket for Australia. If I'm remembering right the story ends on a sad note. Does anyone know what story I'm talking about? Thanks everyone.