OK here's the deal. I am taking a break here; rethinkin what I am gonna write, and I am sort of tired of the ideas that some people are pushing at me. No drama here, I'm just standing up for myself. I am finding that certain things I do just retraumatise me, so I'm not gonna do them any more. That would be dumm. I'm not answering any more calls that are unlisted.
I'm gonna finish Lt Katia and write an end to Ms Frankenstein. After that I don't know what I am gonna write. And no, I am not on skype all the time anymore.
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I am really feeling vulnerable.
I've had a couple inquiries regarding if I am OK, and I am.
Too many stressors in my life led to my crash in 2001; Trip to Kenya, My Wife's previous trip to Bosnia during the war, and the post 9/11 job presures all added up and took me out. Up until a few weeks ago, I was feeling completely recovered.
Then the Middle East turmoil started. ( I have friends there), then the Quake, and the constant media bombardment about all that, along with too may people unloading their troubles on me and I began to feel really bad again. So, I just unplugged. I now realise that I am not God's little helper and most things I can not fix. I try to be as compassionate with people as I can but sometimes ya just have to step back.
I am fine.
Much peace
Khadijah