So last night, i had 2 very different dreams.
In the first, I was back in college, and was approached to take a seat on the Student Court as one of the judges. I told the person asking me that I was concerned about my grades, since I had struggled the previous semester, but I really didn't want to become that visible, as I had apparently planned to begin dealing with my gender issues by feminizing my appearance slowly.
The second dream, I was stuck in a Resident Evil style video game, shooting zombies, and doing well until the final boss fight, where we (I had a partner) would have to dive into a deep dark lake. I told my partner I could not swim, but then a woman we had rescued began giving me a massage, and I reluctantly gave in and said I would go.
Dont ask me folks, I just do the dreaming . . .