...Not Suicidal...
Just embarrassed???
Not feeling too well just now so got in a tub of hot water to soak away the joint pain. With all the ruckus over illegal drugs, I'm not about to try to find something illegal. I tried a light dose Tylenol (Paracetamol) but it did nothing. The hot water just made things worse, so I got out. I am too shy to go to the ED on the week end, and I have an appointment with my Doctor on Wednesday. I'd planned to use a Taxi Wednesday if the Bus seems too much.
Pay day is Wednesday (Retirement). I don't have money before then. I am short of money until then because "I" overspent.
I don't feel like I am risking dying. Anyone disagree? I've been known to allow anxiety to drive my decisions in the past.
Gwen
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Pain
Pains come and go, so noting that seem out of the ordinary.! But if it persist or increase. Then it might be a good thing to check with the doc. ahead of time, but only if.
Soothing Hugs tmf
Calling my Doctor on Monday...
There is often a phone wait of a half hour or more calling them. I could try Monday...
Removal of Neo Vagina...
I've had a Vagina since 2007 and never used it because the idea of a male rodding me out felt icky. Now I am thinking of having it removed and sewn shut. It has been a hygiene nightmare.
I get pains in different places
Mainly arthritis in my hands, wrists and knees, with occasional pains in my back and feet and aches in my neck if I've overdone it. I think I am blessed with a reasonable pain threshold so most of the time I just soldier on, as much through bloody-mindedness as anything. I am determined to do what I want rather than the universe, I regularly tell it to go forth and multiply when the wind makes getting out of the car difficult. (Mind you the cats think I only have one adjective which begins with F).
Try and stick it out Gwen, you'll come through it, you come through worse and I know you can do it and try not to worry, that only makes things worse.
Angharad
Thank you.
You have been a rock. I'll try to buck up.
Gwen