Brave Enough to Die...Bravely?

...Not Suicidal...
Just embarrassed???

Not feeling too well just now so got in a tub of hot water to soak away the joint pain. With all the ruckus over illegal drugs, I'm not about to try to find something illegal. I tried a light dose Tylenol (Paracetamol) but it did nothing. The hot water just made things worse, so I got out. I am too shy to go to the ED on the week end, and I have an appointment with my Doctor on Wednesday. I'd planned to use a Taxi Wednesday if the Bus seems too much.

Pay day is Wednesday (Retirement). I don't have money before then. I am short of money until then because "I" overspent.

I don't feel like I am risking dying. Anyone disagree? I've been known to allow anxiety to drive my decisions in the past.

Gwen