Prologue:
Hi, my name is Sasha Anderson. I just turned 12 years old last week. I'm
four foot ten inches tall, and almost 90 pounds. You may have seen photos
of me on the internet. I am a contestant in America's Hottest Teen
Transsexual Pageant, under 13 category. It's an online beauty pageant for
young transgirls. Some nasty people online have accused my mom of setting
me on the path of being a TS porn star and escort. But it's way more
complicated than that. This is a path that I choose for myself. She
definitely helped set me along with the process though, and I will be
ever grateful for this.

I had been crossdressing on and off for a few years, but after 5th grade
I decided I wanted to start wearing more adult style clothes, and grow my
hair longer. I also begged my mom to let me start hormones. I also showed
her stories about how sexy child models made lots and lots of money on
the internet. I was betting that with the right amount of hormones and
puberty blockers, that I would make a smoking hot teen model in a few
years. So on my 10th birthday, we set up social media profiles for a 10
year old transgirl who was an aspiring model. And that was the morning I
started taking the little purple pills that my mother managed to acquire
over the internet. Although my mother and I live in Seattle, we set up
all the contact information to be in Los Angeles, where my mom's sister
lives. The plan at first was to give me puberty blockers and a very low
dose of estrogen for a few years. We followed that plan for about 9
months. But then when COVID hit, school was all from home. We didn't need
to worry at least for now about hiding my feminized body because
everything was remote. So we did what any reasonable people would do in
my position, and we started adding more estrogen to my regimen. We did it
slowly at first, and although I didn't get a lot of breast growth, my
nipples became very sensitive and bigger. My butt also got more rounded
and softer. By my 11th birthday I could easily pass for an 11 or 12 year
old girl. My long blonde hair was down to my shoulders by the end of the
first summer after COVID, and my mom had her stylist give me bangs and a
medium bob style haircut.

My mom had been making professional modeling photo and video sets for my
social media accounts. We set up an account with a local PO Box down in
LA that my fans could send gifts and clothes that they would like me to
wear, and my aunt would forward the packages to our house in Seattle.
Once I had graduated 5th grade, my mom allowed me to use my own private
social media accounts. It was just easier that way because a bunch of
them wanted to do private chats or ask for sexier photos. It was a little
bit after my 11th birthday that I learned about the Teen Transsexual
Pageant. One of the members told me about it in a private chat. His name
is Mike, and he is always one of the most generous guys that I talked to
in the chats. He produces high class porn sites that are very popular. He
confided to me that they also have a secret child modeling agency that
for legal reasons cannot be associated with the porn studio. But he
assured me that they all used the same makeup and wardrobe people, and
that the contents would be very sexy and glamorous, as far as they could
legally get away with. His studio was down in Los Angeles, where my aunt
lived. I did a little research on the internet and discovered that some
of the porn studio models had been alleged to be underage during certain
movies. There was never more information about this to be found, and the
stories seemed to just have a dead end. My mom and my aunt were very
suspicious about this, but for me, it seemed like an opportunity. I had
seen those movies of the glamorous models in their lingerie getting
fucked on camera. I wouldn't admit it to my mother, but I secretly wanted
to be one of those girls. I may have had a penis, but I was determined to
be one of those girls when I grew up. My preference would be to get a sex
change as young as I possibly could. But if that wasn't possible then I
wanted to go into TS porn. But I was only eleven years old, and I knew
that none of this would be possible until I got older. And after being on
the hormones for a while, I started to find myself attracted to adult
men.

By this time, my photos sets were starting to become very popular. We
would release usually one set per week of me wearing different outfits.
The more tame sets would be released on my regular social media, and they
were my public persona. These photos were of me hanging around the house,
or wearing conservative swimsuits at the pool behind our house in
Seattle. But then we also made more revealing and sexy photos. These
could easily bring in thousands of dollars for a single photo-shoot.
Through the social profiles, my mom started talking with men who started
commenting on my photos. This is when she started getting professional
photo shoots done of me. My fans from the internet would send me outfits
and gifts. By the time I started 6th grade, I had a complete female
wardrobe, including a large selection of sexy lingerie.