Hey everyone,
Just a warning that the last chapter of I Wish Book 4 may not be posted tomorrow like I was hoping. I've had a lot on my mind the past few days and it's been screwing with my head and making it hard to focus on writing.
First, still not being on my meds is fucking me up, and I've been looking for any kind of help with that until I can move out of province. I'm also going crazy trying to figure out a place to live and getting the money together by the end of the summer, though I'm pretty sure I want to move to Nova Scotia since it'll probably be a good fit for me. Then I got told on Father's Day that my Dad almost went into a diabetic coma because he was too damn stubborn to see a doctor and had the highest sugar level the doctor had ever seen and I guess he'll be fine if he watches his diet but now I'm worried sick about him and my Mom.
My rational decision-making ability (If I ever had any in the first place) is apparently compromised with all of that and so I also did something impulsive and kind of breathtakingly stupid. I knew it was a bad idea and that I'd probably end up regretting it when I did it but I was lonely and stupid-horny so I did it anyway and yeah, total regret and lots of crying.
I'll try to get my focus back and get back to work, but no promises with where my head is at right now.
*big hugs*
Amethyst
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lots and lots of huggles sent
and even some super-sized HUGGLES sent
Thanks Dot
I could really use some big huggles right now. I feel so frustrated, drained, and stupid. :(
*big hugs*
Amethyst
Don't take me too seriously. I'm just kitten around. :3
Nova Scotia
Nova Scotia is beautiful and some places have that peace that exists in lonely parts of the world. I know two people in the whole province, though, and both are cartoonists. :) Halifax is apparently teeming with them.
Hugs,
Erin
= Give everyone the benefit of the doubt because certainty is a fragile thing that can be shattered by one overlooked fact.
Halifax
That's actually the city I'm thinking of moving to, at least for the short term until I figure out something more permanent. I'll lower the number of cartoonists per capita though.
*big hugs*
Amethyst
Don't take me too seriously. I'm just kitten around. :3
Teacher?
I can teach anyone to cartoon in only twenty minutes. :) Guaranteed!
It's just that it may take you as much as five years to get any good at it. :D
Hugs,
Erin
= Give everyone the benefit of the doubt because certainty is a fragile thing that can be shattered by one overlooked fact.
My thoughts are with you
and I hope that you are doing better soon. All of us can wait for when you are doing better, take care of yourself, you are important and cared for.
Thanks Holly
I'm just tired and there's a lo going on right now, hopefully I can shake it and feel human again soon.
*big hugs*
Amethyst
Don't take me too seriously. I'm just kitten around. :3
Hugs Coming Your Way!
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Rach
quis custodiet ipsos custodes
hugs back
Thanks Rachael, I can use all the hugs I can get right now.
*big hugs*
Amethyst
Don't take me too seriously. I'm just kitten around. :3