Failed

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At this point, I feel like everything in my life has failed. I tried all the suggestions I was given here, none of them have panned out.

Lawyers want money, there is no one who is willing to pro bono to help me. I'm living in this house, day to day, knowing that at some point in the near future the city will come knocking on the door to throw me out. I've been told by many people that that day is probably pretty far off but the fear of it is only making my depression worse. My older brother---who is currently living with me---is trying his hardest to make things work here but he's starting to crack under the pressure too. He was living in another city with his girlfriend, she's getting upset that he's not there to be with her, her son is upset because he basically feels abandoned again by another father. I'm getting upset because my brother is not the most pleasant person to be around when he gets upset.

To top it all off, Mental Health is a bust.

I know what's wrong with me, I've been living with my multitude of problems for years now. Every one has been telling me for about five years now to go seek help for them. So I finally did. The therapist doesn't seem to want to listen to my problems though. She's centering on only one issue, wants to work on said issue for six months with "coping mechanisms". I've tried that shit on my own and it doesn't work. I know what my mind and my body can and can not handle. I know exactly how much "help" her therapy is going to do for me----JACK SHIT.

Social Services failed too. Food Stamps went through but financial assistance didn't. I honestly wasn't expecting it too. So I have half a cable bill I can not pay and an increasing electricity bill that keeps skyrocketing by the day.

At this point, I don't know what to do anymore.

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