Hello,

I apologizing for not posting very often, I will try to work on that in the future. Anyway, time to talk about the main issue, a channel on youtube by the name of DaddyO5... This channel is under fire at the moment for alleged child abuse, which I would say isn't alleged and is actually happening. anyway, for those who haven't seen their videos, I shall link a few examples of them below (they deleted them from their channel, so they will be from third parties). Anyway, in the videos, the parents act in a way that is nearly identical and maybe a bit better than how my parents treated me. I would say it is the best representation around of what life was like for me up until the suicide attempts and CPS calls. When watching these videos I start shaking and almost break down, whether out of absolute rage or going full PTSD I'm not sure. These parents sicken me and actually cause physical reactions from me. As I said, the videos will be linked down below.

Alright, well, now that my shit is out of the way, I would like to point out that this child (Cody) is being physically and emotionally abused. Its too late for me, but maybe people will be able to intervene and keep this kid from a lifetime of pain (he is in 3rd grade and is already self harming).

Anyway, as I said, links will be below. Don't worry about me though, I am leaving in 3-4 months and have obtained transport for myself that I can repair with pretty much anything, so I can escape at any time now.

Well, stay safe everyone and never surrender!

Links: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuDPagrf_fE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0O5Ui3vFls
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7rum5b0Vqg