Hello, I just want to say thank you all of you, for creating this site. I have a ton of stories in my head, but I am not the best at grammer. In the future,when I do write, I will welcome all comments. Basically, I could use some friends, as I do not have any that truly know me. I am in disguise as a man, in a girls body. I am in a dream state. I want to wake up and smell the roses. I need friends first as I am too much a coward to do make this giant leap alone. This shouldn't have be a personal and/or lonely transition. alone, I may not have the courage. I thank you admins for the links to other sites. I have been looking for information, but also friends, pen pals even as it were. I think the biggest reason I am so scared to come out is that I have been raised and taught how I feel is wrong and disgusting. That it is against my religion. All this, these taboos? have contributed to my phobias and fears, tying down the girl side of me and refusing to let her out. she deserves life far more than I. Thanks