What to do?

First of all, I'm sorry but the chapters of Winter's Child and Twice Removed that I was hoping to have done today will be a bit delayed since my weekend was a bit crazy. First on Saturday I had to do some gardening and Martin's three year old niece wanted me to play with her pretty much all day long, so I was too tired to do much when we got home late. Then yesterday I had a bit of a breakdown. Ever since I moved to Quebec I've had nothing but problems with finding any sort of work, getting financial assistance, getting consistent medical coverage, a doctor and my prescriptions. Right now I'm batting 0 for all of those things, and not being on my meds is making me moody, depressed, anxious, and I'm having such severe hot flashes that it brings my body temperature up enough that Martin need to take off his blankets when I'm having them at night. Add to that the fact that with the dance season over for the year we're scraping by on seventy dollars a week and my life is being pretty stressful.

I've been turning to my writing in an attempt to relieve that stress, but after my breakdown yesterday Martin and I decided that for either of us to be happy we need to leave this province, preferably in Vancouver. I need to be closer to my kids and medical and financial aid is easier to get there, not to mention work. Also Martin will have an easier time showcasing his choreographies without the backstabbing politics of the dance teachers and choreographers community in Quebec. I love the city of Montreal, but I just can't take this anymore and neither can he.

Martin will have a job as a lifeguard for the summer, and hopefully we can make due with what he makes on that but we need to leave Quebec by September. I figure that if I push myself I can have Twice Removed ready for publishing before then, with Raven's Blood ready to publish before the year is done. I'm hoping to save at least a small amount for a move, at least of the bare essentials, from book sales if I can do it properly. There are things I need to accomplish this though and questions I have.

-How much does one charge for a full length 150,000 word novel on Amazon? What percentage of that goes to me and what to Amazon?
-Copyright for a novel in Canada, how does it work and what is the cost?
-I need a professional looking cover that will attract attention.
-I need someone to edit the final draft of Twice Removed for little or no cost and a thank you in the book and possibly Raven's Blood as well.
-Should I go by my real name as I do here, or should I use a nom de plume?
-Is there anything else I need to know or any other way I could generate income to make all this happen?
-I thought of a literary agent to help with all this, but there is no way I could afford one.

My mind is all over the place right now, I'm at the end of my rope, and I really need some help here.

Amethyst

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