Is it time to quit

Every so often I get this bug up my ass that makes me think I can be commercially viable as an author. I don't know why I get it. I mean, out of all the transgender publishing houses out there, not one will touch my stuff but I see other authors who I outsell by considerable amounts continue to get publishing contracts.

But, I digress.

I've been thinking about being a full time writer again. Not only that, I've been thinking about starting my own damn publishing company and saying to hell with all the others. I am not the best selling TG author from this site, that would probably be Tanya. I am not the most loved either, that would probably be Maddy, but I may just be the most tenacious bitch on the pond.

Here is what is currently going on. I am writing Phenom, which is the fourth book of the God Bless the Child saga. I am also writing (but not as much) Deep Undercover, a biography about an undercover transgender narcotics officer. And, added to that, I am mentoring Kristin Beck on her autobiography "lady valor" before it becomes a movie. Kristin also mentions that she keeps running into prominent transgender people who want to write biographies but don't have the time or talent and she wants to funnel them my way.

Then I have this idea. With all these new contacts, I can start a publishing company that is geared towards Transgender biographies and true to life stories (there are so few published). I even have a name Lavender Rose Publishing.

But there are doubts and risks. Currently I am not selling as well as I like and that means less money coming in. I don't even know if I write what the transgender community wants to read and am trying to find where my niche is (I am selling books to someone). I am getting killed on reviews too lately and no one bothered to review The Long Ride Home or Stranger at the Table, which makes me frown.

Currently I have very little in the way of bills. 300 dollars pays my gas electric and cable. But having a job means I can do more. If I quit, I think I could produce more books and get more done marketing. So either pump me up or play devil's advocate, I am really town between what I can do? Should I quit my job and make a go at my dreams, or should I wait for clearer signs.

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