Woke up to dingy stained ceiling tiles.
First, they had pumped me out.
Then, they chewed me out.
Then, they threw me out.
Right back to where I had started.
A rudderless ship.
With apologies to Yogi Berra,
It's like deja-vu, all over again.
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No, NOT a waste
by a long shot! Everybody is precious. A rudderless ship you may be, but you are still of great value to those who truly love you. And you have friends, here.
May Your Light Forever Shine
Is this a serious blog?
If it is girl then you need help and you're not going to find it in a bottle of pills. I can't think of anything that would warrent taking one's own life, even the loss of a loved one. Make a plan for yourself and take the first step. The first step is always the hardest, the second comes easier and then the third. If you try hard enough even finding friends is possible, like on this site. There are too many options for you and thinking that you aren't worthy of the air you breath is just wrong. I don't even know you, but my heart goes out to you and I'll be worried about you until I know you're safe. Please don't do anything stupid, Arecee
Still Here
Still Here can be transformed into not a waste.
Still Here means there is still hope, even if you can not see it at the moment, it's there.
I'm sad that you felt the
I'm sad that you felt the need to take such drastic action but I'm happy you are still with us, I would seriously suggest you get help to decide what you want so you can stop being rudderless. Only you can take action to get what you want from life but that doesn't mean you cant ask for help.
Big hugs
Lizzie :)
PS: Remember people here care, you only have to look at your last post to see that fact.
Bailey's Angel
The Godmother :p
My prayers
I hope and pray that you find that something to make continuing seem worthwhile.
~hugs if you'll have them, Veronica
What borders on pure insanity?
Canada and Mexico.
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Glad you're still here
To extend your metaphor, even a rudderless ship can still reach shore - it just takes more effort and a bit of luck.
Don't give up - we're all glad you didn't. Keep talking, you appear to have quite a few people here who care about you. Sorta like... friends.
Titania
Lord, what fools these mortals be!
Rudderless ship
While you may feel like you are on a rudderless ship, there are plenty of tugboats here at the BCTS harbor to guide you into drydock for repairs. Your SOS has been sent out and recieved and there is plenty of help on your way.
Can understand
A lot of us here can understand where you are and where your mind has been taking you. A lot of us carry the scars of those battles and have reached the point of doing what you have done. You are far from rudderless as you have reached out a message in one direction by posting this blog. There is a lot of help here and sympathetic and understanding ears, there are those that will be true friends if you reach out.
Please remember to the Goddess we are all precious and when we are hurting that is when an open arm is a safe harbor that you can steer too.
hugs
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
view the world through the eyes of a child and relearn the wonder and love
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