Hello people of topshelf, I have finally started to do something other than lurk and post the odd comment, though I've only been here for about a month anyway. So I'll start by telling you how I found topshelf; It's actually quite a long story.

It started one day when I was tromping through google results and I stumbled upon of karbo's work which, subsequently, led me to his creation the voracious universe of felarya (haven for voraphiles). In which many of the stories where hosted on deviant art and I ended up spending a lot of my time there. So through deviant art I found the works of majorkerina a TG fiction author and I became enthralled. After I had read through her works (which are still the best that I've read, in my opinion) I returned to google and soon discovered Bigcloset Topshelf.

Sometime during all this I began to actually think about why I was so obsessed about trangender fiction and came to the conclusion that it was because I wanted to be in a similar position as many of the protagonists of the stories found here. So with the knowledge that I was transgenderd I found new, or maybe hidden, feeling coming to the surface. I found myself wishing every night, and most of the day, that I would pass out and wake up female.

You know? It feels good to get that out, even if it is to a bunch of anonymous people on the internet. If anyone knows a good phycologist in Nottingham (England) can you please point me his/her way?

I'm also planning to get some fiction written up and posting it up here where it won't get swallowed up by the hordes such as on devart and might actually get some constructive comments.

Altira