With A burning drive to understand that perception that started to grow worse every day of that little he/she boys life & as that drive to understand that perception even before she/he could form words to think clearly could form the words to tell mummy that their was another wrongness to perceive & what that drive caused next means she/he only told mummy her/his deepest darkest secret kept hidden by her even from him by discovering that his/her only release for the Perception Of Wrong was to be feminine

If the available evidence of four people's untrustworthy memory & all matching is enough to convince you, it isn't for she/he today, though no other answer has any evidence, that he/she didn't pick up a basic ABC book & by age 3 was tested by the Indoctrination (Education) Authorities as "Adult" (school Leaver, was 16 for me on the "New Comprehensive System" Reading ability & Maths, physics soon caught up.

She/He always remembered using the "Family Dictionary", even when she/he, was still that little he/she boy as far back as she/he strives it's how all that actually started so early that she couldn't form the words to think, that's another in many thousands of new perceptions She/He has gained by "Overthinking It" until she/he gets smarter, can you even form memories without words, I'm not saying you can't have visual memory, the perception is can you have thoughts too visualize memories & do you need word to think about anything at all, our brains never stop forming & changing, but how do we even & can we even form memories before we can think of them?

Just a thought, a new perception.

He/She's earliest memories have a start date & two candidates

1. First Home Twins & Mum come home he/she was 2y 10m, Pram to "Carry Cots" Two on Settee mum between & he/her fascinated with new knowledge.
2. Maybe earlier (Twins), Grandma's pub, Great Grandad (Died 1st), Great Grandma was gone by 5-6 (Not checked with family, so this date is unreliable.

Stop Whining bitch, we made a deal, you get an entire series to write this "Reality Universe shit I have to put up with, before you will tell the much more fun & horny adventures of me your fantasy gaming character that became your "Reality Universe" online identity.

I gave you myself to copy from & OK the skin colour & pointy ears can't be done on the NHS (Try for the ears though), we both want our "Knife ears, small & cute of course, like our Sissy clitty, if I show a limp & useless Sissy Clitty on my beautiful Dark Even fantasy body, does that make it "porn", or can it stay PG & how does that even work on a site that's already for adult's only.

She/He is not asking her/his 81 year old Mummy if her 60 year old Baby boy can see Her/His own limp & useless Sissy Clitty.
She/he has NOT got a humiliation fetish & Mummy is off limits & out of the question before you even start to ask THAT question.

This is supposed to be "The Author" page, but that feeble attempt to copy me, will "Always be a bloke in a dress" to the man he/she has lived with for 25 fucking years & she loves him for that perception, honest & brutal with no malice.& he/she's got so wrapped up in that fictional story he/she is writing his/her fucking Autobiography.

I live inside that mind in the fantasy universes she/he creates for me, I see the fucking mess her/his subconscious fears have made & He/She trying to reconstruct all those PTSD shattered & scattered memories, twisted Into a complete fictional weave & now she sees & feels the real problems caused by, the wrongness & making it ever worse than before.

Making the Raging & Boiling, Seething & Writhing, Wriggling & Diving, Twisting & writhing, slippery & Stealthy, that Boiling & Seething pit of wrongness entwined in the baby boy born with "A Perception Of Wrongness" from the very first thought to typing these words

He/She must tell his/her story first & He/She's planning that as an entire Fucking Series.

Selfish Bitch. Now HE/She is making me write HIS/HER Fucking Story, when I hijacked this page to tell you about my much more horny stories she puts me into every night.

You will find the first "Public Perception" Inside, posted with no plan just the title "A Perception Of Wrongness", right when he/she got the text he/she had been waiting 60 years for, 54 years in total ignorance of what the wrongness was & every day of his/her life it got worse than the last day, it has seemed unbearable at times, right now is one of those moments & he/she finally gets to talk to the gender specialist Doctor's & hopes that these Doctor's "Know more about being Transgender & the science that is known", than He/She does.

Today after 7 years on Benefits for sick people incapable of working He/She found out that no Doctor will actually diagnose what his/her actual illness is & he/she's only got two days to process that revelation.

His/Her "Illness" started in April 2018, the moment He/She read one line from a story, one of many He/She read on a fairly obscure website.
BCTS (BigCloset TopShelf) the first Transgender community I discovered ("Anti-Social Media" exclusion).
Even better the SF&F fiction He/She loved & the Real Life Transgender experiences He/She NEEDED to read.

If the cause was unknown This is every diagnosis

Myalgic Encephalomyelitis or Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (ME/CFS) - NHS

Myalgic encephalomyelitis, also called chronic fatigue syndrome or ME/CFS, is a long-term condition that can affect different parts of the body. The most common symptom is extreme tiredness. The cause of ME/CFS is unknown.

ME/CFS can affect anyone, including children.
Symptoms of ME/CFS

The 4 main symptoms of ME/CFS are:

feeling extremely tired all the time (fatigue), which can make daily activities like taking a shower, or going to work or school, difficult
sleep problems, including insomnia, sleeping too much, feeling like you have not slept properly and feeling exhausted or stiff when you wake up
problems with thinking, concentration and memory (brain fog)
symptoms getting worse after physical or mental activity, and possibly taking weeks to get better (also called post-exertional malaise, or PEM)

Some people with ME/CFS may also have pain in different parts of the body or flu-like symptoms, such as high temperature, headache and aching joints or muscles.

The symptoms of ME/CFS are similar to the symptoms of some other illnesses, so it’s important to see a GP to get a correct diagnosis.

Find out more about the symptoms of ME/CFS
Diagnosing ME/CFS

There's no specific test for ME/CFS, so it's diagnosed based on your symptoms and by ruling out other conditions that could be causing your symptoms.

The GP will ask about your symptoms and medical history. You may also have blood and urine tests.

As the symptoms of ME/CFS are similar to those of many common illnesses that usually get better on their own, a diagnosis of ME/CFS may be considered if you do not get better as quickly as expected.

Find out more about diagnosing ME/CFS
Treating ME/CFS

While there's currently no cure for ME/CFS, there are treatments that may help you manage the condition and relieve the symptoms.

Treatments include:

energy management – where you're given advice about how to make best use of the energy you have without making your symptoms worse
cognitive behavioural therapy (CBT)
medicine to control symptoms such as pain and sleeping problems

People with ME/CFS will need to adapt their daily routine and pattern of activities on a long-term basis. There may be periods when your symptoms get better or worse.

Find out more about treatments for ME/CFS
Living with ME/CFS

Living with ME/CFS can be difficult. Extreme tiredness and other physical symptoms can make it hard to carry out everyday activities. You may have to make some major lifestyle changes.

ME/CFS can also affect your mental and emotional health, and have a negative effect on your self-esteem.

As well as asking your family and friends for support, you may find it useful to talk to other people with ME/CFS.

ME Association is a charity that provides information, support and practical advice for people affected by the condition.

You can find a local support group on the ME Association website

Page last reviewed: 28 May 2024
Next review due: 28 May 2027

There is no "Known" Disease called
Chronic Transgender Fatigue Syndrome

She/He doesn't understand, but it appears she/he as no official diagnosis for the disease that her/his child abusing UK Government censorship caused & given the active campaign to expand the very same "Think of the Children" censorship that led to my abuse & 1000s of other children for decades & was covered up by the UK Government

Now the fuckers are trying to block access to the Internet that gave me the knowledge they kept from me & I refuse to ID that masculine disguise, it's not a pretty sight, but I will never carry, show, or use Biometric ID. I don't obey laws made by capitalists, my conscience & Ethics, "Unite & Co-operate globally 8.2+ Billion rulers & subjects. If I was 6 now I'd have a VPN & on this site, looking people like me.

Fair warning, I will talk uncensored about the dangers of legal & illegal adult behavior, but more importantly every type of behaviour is allowed in fantasy & fiction. One topic I want to cover is the dangers of getting Fantasy & reality mixed up, I will Uses BDSM (Bondage & Discipline, Sadism & Masochism) & DS (Domination & Submission) as my main example. BDSM in real life is called slavery, DS requires the strongest willed the Submissive to consent, the perfect DS relationship is equally strong willed harmony of pleasure for both & it's the opposite of slavery.

Are you done hijacking MY hijack of your page bitch? Can I FUCKING shut you up for a just a moment?
Give it a rest.

Shit, she never listens, when The he body is crashing got to be quick.

The mind crashed I dragged her/him back & the bitch just took over & wrote even more of her story as if it was a compulsion to start talking about it & she/he just can't SHUT THE FUCK UP, even for a second, just to give me this one page to get you exited for MY stories, where I get all the cocks that he/she never could, being a virgin & limp when it counted, because feminine mind within a wrongness body to put it simply (so not accurate, just analogy).

I was created for a game, then it became me in the second one & he/she made me for every game,
Uru: Ages Of Myst (2023)

That will have to wait, minds trying to sleep, got to catch that ride to temporary oblivion right now.
Life In Progress Oblivion halt needed.