I forgot who said this "without purpose there is no life". I would like to add 'and dreams'. Just 'buried' one in the past week. Not accepted it but lost hope in every getting it fulfilled due to several different reasons.

Made my head 'misfire' a few times this week and am extremely tired. >sigh<

On a positive note I got better at accepting me for me. Which helps a little, but doesn't give me a purpose. Work situation (and the retirement process) isn't helping with that. The gaming guild helps a little although I'm feeling like a den mother / mother hen at times and could miss some of the drama.

If all goes well I'm of the the Belgian pride saturday getting some good vibes in. And for once I'll be not helping out but talking with peepz I know.

Had a nice and informative evening yesterday at the meeting with Kamilia Manaf as speaker. Hoping I can stop making a bad first impression >grmbl why of all the useless facts in my head I could only remember one about Indonesia and that was that piracy problem they had till about the '80's< A well to late for that one :(

The docu at least was rather intresting and I'll be trying to get my hands on the comic that Kamilia Manaf's organistion made.