Hi,

Just a quick update and a little ranting

I wasn't doing OK before my last post and I definitely got worse after. Feel sorry for the pup have to put up with me.

I'm back in full defensive, dropping out of chat's /fora or being seriously inactive.

IRL, wel I didn't have anything going on either and that didn't change in the last few months. Most social contact I have is with the guy owning the 'fritkot' in the neighbouring city a few times a month and the neighbours.

Family wise, I got in a fight with 2 of my sisters about waiting for an appology from my mom. I should let things go blah blah blah Not like we 'talk' more then a few times each year let alone see each other but that's gone now 2.

So yeah,seriously hoping 2020 is going to end better then it starte.

Lynne