Every once in a while, the things I want to talk about in this blog are hard for me to actually get out.

Sometimes, its because they are from a dark place, sometimes, they are embarrassing, and sometimes, I just dont feel like I have the words.

Today's blog is a little of all of the above, but let me try anyway.

I was laying on my couch, watching tv, when a commercial for a product to help men get an erection came on. It was one of those where an older couple is doing stuff together, then they begin to PDA, and the announcer tells how good the med is.

Then it happened.

Maybe I fell asleep, I dont know, but for a moment, I could have sworn I felt someone on the couch with me.

They were under me, like I was using them to sleep on instead of the couch.

And they were definitely male.

But I wasnt worried. I felt ... safe with them.

Pretty darn strange, yes?