We are coming into Seven years together. It feels like the make or break time.
So we have made some bad mistakes. But there have been some truly beautiful times too. And you are still the only one who can make me scream to the heavens in passion. And the only one I ever wanted to.
I know that you are afraid. And fear can be overwhelming and it can steal joy. Don't let it. Fight, Fight, Fight! I always wanted to be a cheerleader, and I have always been yours. I will cheer you to the end! Listen to me, watch me dance and sing for you. And Fight, Fight, Fight!
In an odd twist of fate, my birthday as Cassie Ellen is Valentines Day. Be my Valentine. Not for just for a day, but for the rest of our lives.
I'm listening to 100 Years by 5 for Fighting. I always cry when I hear it because I want that with you. 100 years is not going to be enough, but I will take what I can get.
We go on
I love you.
I need you.
I want you.
I cry all the time. Because
I don't know how to reach out and heal us.
Hold me tight.
So I know there is a chance.
Don't let me go.
Because I'm so scared.
I cry all the time. Because
I love you.
I need you.
I want you.
Forever!
Comments
Shouldn't
This have been something private, like a PM or email?
“When a clown moves into a palace, he doesn’t become a king. The palace becomes a circus.” - Turkish Proverb
Too much?
BCTS is where life meets fiction for me. It has been where I came into being as my authentic self, and where I learned to be who I am as a woman. I use my blog to record significant moments in my growth and the losses that occur along the way.
Yes, it is intimate, and to a special someone. It is also in a way my story which I share with those who have known me since I began my journey. And it is no more intimate than events in the stories I have read here.
I'm sorry if you have found it offensive, or otherwise uncomfortable.
Love & Light,
Cassie Ellen
Fiction
And even fiction stories based in fact are one thing. But I've always kinda felt that things like real life love letters were to be private, between the parties involved. Not posted where anybody can read them. My love life is my business, and mine alone. Somebody else's love life is their business, not mine.
Oh well, that's what block is for.
“When a clown moves into a palace, he doesn’t become a king. The palace becomes a circus.” - Turkish Proverb
Using My Words
I'll say out loud what I said by clicking a counter.
Thanks for sharing. I just looked and I've hand an account here for nine years. I was probably a lurker for much longer before that.
It is the community that forms around the platform. and it is those who make the platform possible.
Thank you for being a part of this.
Your friend
Crash