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I must apologize to everyone on the site, I'm afraid. I didn't mean to trouble anyone. I've just had so much darkness in the last 3 weeks that I began to be absorbed into it. Although things aren't perfect by any stretch of the imagination, I do now feel that I have more than just 4 walls to stare at- I have the friends I've made here in the home and on BC, and can feel the love and prayers of you all. Hopefully one day, I'll be able to return it.
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Haylee...
The dark is a scary place, we have all found it at one time or another. Always remember that there are people who will help you back into the light. Always.
I spent 8 months in that dark place after I decided
to transition. You are not alone. I am fighting not returning oi that dark place myself. Being paralyzed from the stroke taint no fun atall. But the one thing I have learned is It gets better. The stroke did not kill me,against the odds (as it was a brain hemorrhage 70% mortality rate). So now maybe I will get better..
All I can say is Hang in there!
I blogged my journey here on the blogs I don't think I held anything back.
if you dont already have them handy
find the local crisis line numbers, and keep them close to you. And remember you can reach out to us as well, should the need arise.
So glad to hear from you on a more positive note
Your yesterday's posting was so short and so bleak that I felt intensely unhappy for you. I felt it was too late to tell you that there are very many of us out here to whom you NOT a burden. You are obviously, from your blogs going through hell, but in spite of that, your story postings are light, sometimes with a serious undercurrent, nearly always enjoyable, except when you seem to intend otherwise, but always worth reading. Do not loose heart!
Love from me
Dave