imagine (repost)

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this is a repost of the story as encouraged
i tagged it minimal as previous time some one told i tagged it wrong
please read with an open mind and a little compassion

Imagine

imagine you haven't got any friends in life, not even your little brother.

imagine your father keeps calling you Joanna, even when your name is john.

imagine you have a packed wardrobe, and they are all women clothes.

imagine walking down the streets, knowing everybody is checking you out
as you try to look indifferent wearing that short leather skirt, satin top
and towering heels.

your earrings swaying on your ears and make-up that's way over the top.

imagine your nails look like red daggers ready to strike.

Imagine when out of the blue the cutest guy in town suddenly
comment's you how beautiful your hair looks as it rest's on your butt
as he invites you for a cup of coffee.

Imagine when he rest's his hand on your lap and you prey he doesn't
feel your manhood dangling between your legs
since your father prevented you from wearing panties to allow the tip of your cock heal
from the large ring they pierced there.

Imagine him kissing you as his hand touches your breasts.

Imagine you desperately try to say no when his tongue fills you mouth.

Imagine people saw these violations and nobody cared to act on it.

Imagine your hands were gently forced behind your back and placed in handcuffs
and your top is cut from your body leaving your breasts for all to see
to further your humiliation, a woman you never seen before uses her scarf to gag you.

Imagine being thrown on the street like that with the word 'Sissy' painted on your chest
and with everybody watching your every move you try to get home fast
only to find out your parents blame you for what you are.

Can you imagine?, No!, I can, for this is my life
this is a true story of what my life had become in the hands of uncaring parents
and the actions of cruel people

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surreality reality

Alecia Snowfall's picture

can this be true? does this really happen? Yes. it is, yes it does. however it only touches us here where we can talk about how we feel, been treated, yearn for, fail to achieve and finally reach. does all this sound contradictory, yes. that is because so many will read this and each one will identify with some part of it. the road is long but sisters wait at the end for all of us to make it; standing tall and proud or crawling that last desperate inch to their waiting arms.

quidquid sum ego, et omnia mea semper; Ego me.
alecia Snowfall

Oh my Goddess!

All the internet hugs if you'll have them, sweetie. That's absolutely horrible, I'm sorry that happened to you! I don't really understand what's going on here, I just hope you eventually found peace and were allowed to be yourself.

I know who I am, I am me, and I like me ^^
Transgender, Gamer, Little, Princess, Therian and proud :D

Survival...

Andrea Lena's picture

...I am very glad you have survived.

  

To be alive is to be vulnerable. Madeleine L'Engle
Love, Andrea Lena

May you know PEACE and love

May you know PEACE and love all the rest of your life, you certainly deserve it. A ton of hugs coming your way. Please use them when you feel down. Hugs, Janice Lynn

Real?

I guess the problem I am having with this post is that it is tagged as non-fiction. Yet, in the intro for the repost, you call it a story. Imho, it should be one or the other. My "appreciation" changes, depending on the reality of it. As a "story", it is certainly food for thought. Either way, it is well written.

dougstaxi

this is disturbing

I dont know how to take this. I am assuming this is your childhood and it makes me very sad for you and I am glad you survived.
If im wrong, then I just dont know. Did this happen toa friend of yours?
We know sadistic things happen to people in this world, more often than not, children who are defenseless and different. I hope you or who this happened to is getting help