In a few weeks I go for my first appointment for HRT. I am anxious about it, but feel that it needs to be done. My therapist is under the theory that I won't know what my next step after HRT is until I am actually on hormones and I'm inclined to agree with him. There are a lot of hindrances in my journey, mostly my concern about how other people will view me and if I'll be labeled a freak. But it is still a step.
Now, for my issue. After all is said and done the initial visit is going to run me about 500 - 600 dollars that I currently don't have (This includes the first doctor visit and all the lab work that needs to be done). The bank still hasn't returned the money that was stolen from my account and won't do so until the police make an arrest. The police were suppose to interview the suspects last Friday, part of me thinks that the tropical storm may have derailed that plan. I could really use some help, even if it is a loan. I could probably pay back within 3 months, maybe quicker if my roommate starts paying rent.
Thank you for your time.
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I know for a fact that people will talk about you no matter what; however, think of it this at least they aren't talking about somone else for the moment. My question to you is how do you see yourself? I learned that until I accepted myelf being accepted was really tough.
When I applied for an offical name change, remarks and put downs came from people I thought were my friends. Those people are no longer in my life and I don't miss them.
The only tag I have is Miss or Ms. I give no one respect who doesn't respect me. I have heard a lot as I transitioned, the people I heard it the worst from were by mother and siblings.
I have a surrogate family that I am very close with. To them I am Jill, I'm not the freak, the thing. or he's all confused. I am me, It took me some time to find me but I did and I like who I am.
Jill Micayla
Be kinder than necessary,Because everyone you meet
Is fighting some kind of battle.