well about time i started blogging somewhere i suppose (giggle), i am just taking a break from fighting with heaven can wait as its turning out to be a hard story to write. Not because I am trying to please people but like most of my stories it contains pieces from my past and how some things I wish I could of changed or avoided.
I suppose I write to examine myself and how I interact with others so it does make it harder to write fiction as always trying to dig away the harsh parts so it doesn't offend people and make it too dark too read.
on a lighter note the final 7 days countdown towards when i start my road to becomming the girl i am is 2 days away. I do feel sorry for the psychs who will have too deal with me as I am not a straight forwards girl mopre a sideways look at life
sending a hug to you all out there
allie
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Argh!
Sounds like you have earned your Argh! So all together everyone, ARGH!
Hugs allie elle
grover
to hug is to be and to be is
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
thanks grover primal scream therapy works lol
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
view the world through the eyes of a child and relearn the wonder and love
Allie elle loved and cared for and resident of the kids camp full time
Good luck on your personal journey
allie elle,
There is nothing wrong with looking at life *sideways* as you put it.
I've long had of a bit odd take on life -- a dull one but an odd one. I wish you every sucess in your next steps in life. How does it go, life is a process? I hope you achieve your goal and if it's not exactly what you expected, try again until it is. Maybe it will be better than you expect, maybe not but as they say -- whoever *they* is -- half the fun of a trip is in the journey itself. Only you can say what life should be for you.
Best of luck and keep writing, words can be remarkably resiliant and healing.
So much for philosphizing when you're tired.
Good luck.
John in Wauwatosa
John in Wauwatosa
toddler attack
thank you john as for the sideways look at life well its sideways and backwards.As to the continuing to write i don't intend to stop as they do help me alot in comming to terms with the blackness in my life and the light that has blessed it in recent years. the path i follow will be a hard one but will be very fulfilling and i know i will get there as i have the support of what i have come to consider my REAL family those that have accepted me online and taken me in thier hearts nad i count the dear readers in that. There are thosee that are closer and my lifepartner is one and i count the days when i can step of a plane the girl/woman i am and into thier arms. aah bliss to think of it :)
gives john a toddler attack hug
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
view the world through the eyes of a child and relearn the wonder and love
Allie elle loved and cared for and resident of the kids camp full time
Nice hug
allie elle,
best of luck and *nice hug* ... have you been working out?
I am so happy you have a life partner to suport you. Doing much of anything alone is difficult and something this lifechanging is doubly so.
Do learn from Janet Nolan and others and be prepared for the letdown that often occures after you finally achieve your goal. We may only be able to offer virtual hugs for the most part here at BC but they help too.
John in Wauwatosa
John in Wauwatosa
Good luck Allie
I'm sure that all will go great with the psychs. Well if it doesn't, they certainly need their brains examining.
Hugs
Karen
Which side ways?
Allie,
Who is to say which way is right and which is sideways? Isn't it all just one point of view versus another?
If those who counsel you are honest, they will admit that there is not just one right way.
Find the way that is best for you and let your heart lead the way.
My best wishes,
Janet
Mistress of the Guild of Evil Blonde Proofreaders
Janet
Mistress of the Guild of Evil [Strawberry] Blonde Proofreaders
To be or not to be... ask Schrodinger's cat.
thanks to you all
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
thank you all and no john i dont work out only the big grey muscle giggle
and still a big ty
allie
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
view the world through the eyes of a child and relearn the wonder and love
Allie elle loved and cared for and resident of the kids camp full time
attack of the rampant muse
well am back to blogging and writing at last and building up on stories and catching up with life and e3verything. all of you have been so nice to me here and really it does help. i still am looking sideways at life and well looking at how popular things are here and the way things grow it will still keep me comming back.
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
view the world through the eyes of a child and relearn the wonder and love
Allie elle loved and cared for and resident of the kids camp full time
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
view the world through the eyes of a child and relearn the wonder and love
Allie elle loved and cared for and resident of the kids camp full time
WB
Allie elle visit and stay as long as you like we'll be here! Sounds like your muse has been couped up too long. I'm sure the BC is big enough to let her romp around a bit and have a bit of fun.
hugs!
grover
Hope all is well with your journey
Continued good luck with your jouney into womanwood and nice to see you writing something.
As BC is getting more crowded be nice and make sure your muse is house trained.
--0Ouch!--
Okay, who hit me?
John in Wauwatosa
John in Wauwatosa
ty lots
i dunno know bout my muse but my moose sure is (giggle) and ty john hope things are well with you.
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
view the world through the eyes of a child and relearn the wonder and love
Allie elle loved and cared for and resident of the kids camp full time
to hug is to be and to be is to be hugged
view the world through the eyes of a child and relearn the wonder and love
Allie elle loved and cared for and resident of the kids camp full time