I have had a blue day today. I was asked what I wanted to do for my big milestone birthday coming up on the 27th and I told my family that I wanted to invite a few friends over to share it with me. I found out one of them will be in for Thanksgiving with her family, but she will be going back home the same day and won't be able to come back for Sat. My other friend is still mad at me and she probably won't want to come for my birthday. I just don't know why I am still taking this so hard over the last month, but it still hurts me so much. I just can't let go of things so easily. I guess it is like grief. It is like the death of a friendship so it feels the same. I will ask a couple more who live close by. If I could wave a magic wand, I would wish I could have all of my friends here at BCTS with me to celebrate. I know you will be there in spirit with me at least. I have another big milestone coming up on December 19th. It will be five years fulltime for me and I will celebrate on that day in my own way. Wonder what you get a five year old girl? LOL! I will probably buy myself a Barbie doll LOL! Anyway, thank you for listening to my rants. I love you all!
Hugs,
Jen
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Congratulations
Jen,
Congratulations on both of your birthdays. Cherish each one. They start comming a lot faster after a while.
Portia
Portia
Virtual Family
Can't be there in person, but virtual hugs and kisses,
Joanne
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY may you have many more B'Days with your family here at BC
HUGS & KISSES TO YOU RICHIE2
Happy Birthday (a bit early) X 2
I wish I could make you less blue, Jengirl, but here are my heartfelt best wishes to you! May your dreams come true, and may the bluebird of happiness take a crap on your friend who doesn't realize she needs to let you and her come to terms.
Love,
Wren
Happy Birthday Jen!
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*hugs* If they are really true friends they will forgive you. As any real family, blood or by choice should do. Yeah, if only we could do something like Southern Comfort and do a holiday get together at a hotel somewhere where lots of great shops and electronics and bookstores are all together too. That would really give you something to do for your birthday! Since we aren't there, go do the shopping anyways ^^
Have Fun
Sephrena