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I have a question for you all. and you may not have known her, but my mom was....someone I really idolized for her strength and tenacity. and there are many times I wanted to be like her.

I mean, she was a supervisor for First American Cred Co/RELS Reporting for my whole life. She quit and got the same job back atleast 2 different times when me and my sister were born. She always did her best to make sure me and my sister were happy. even if I never saw it. She was always there when we needed her. She was like the soccer mom of our friends too. when ever they needed a ride, she was ready and waiting after school. for clubs or anything we were apart of. She knew how to make us laugh, and even did something special for me that she didn't do for teresa on my 16th birthday. She got the funds together for me and her to go to disneyland. and even all the way up to the end she still showed strength. She never gave up at anything once in her life. I'm sure I was a big cause for her hair to go white. But she always took a deep breath and fixed things, making sure I understood why. never raised a hand against me. I'm sure me growing out my hair bugged her all to hell but she was endlessly patient.

But one thing I never got to find out was how she felt about me being a girl instead of a boy. and I wonder....which is my question to you all do you think she would be proud of where I stand today. or do you think she'd be trying to fix it where I was a 'normal boy' instead of a girl?