Above is the next outfit Charlie will try on in Episode 6 - The Tennis Uniform

Recently my Crossdressing Charlie series seems to have gathered a wee cult following around the TG hemisphere. All i can say is thank you all for favouring the series. Thanks to all the comments and reviews. I appreciate that the most! Keep reading and I promise you all that you won't be disappointed.

Now, a lot of people seem to not believe that I have never cross-dressed. Well i can honestly that i have never tried on ANY piece of female clothing. Many of you seem to question my ability to write in such detail and feeling about something I have never done before.

Well read on to find out!

It all started years ago. It's still as vivid to me as it was then. Gosh, I must have been about six years old. I was in the car, lying down in the backseat because my mother and I were travelling on a long journey so I was naturally tired.

I was dozing off as I listened to the low rumble of the car tyres running along the road. You know that moment of twilight before falling asleep that you can never remember. That's where I was. I had a dream of some sorts where I was looking at myself dressed in a white party dress with a yellow cardigan, white ankle socks and strap on shoes. As I looked at myself in the girly dress I felt something gurgle inside me, something ominous and alien to me.

I woke up and naturally I was embarrassed yet somewhat pleased. I'm not sure why but I felt like I wanted the dream to be real.

I didn't really about it for years after until I became a teenager. We got the internet installed into the house, my father had left us years before and I was on my way into becoming a normal guy. I had and still do have many of my close friends.

Then, one day I remembered the strange dream I had. I hadn't necessarily forgot it I just didn't think about it for years. So I was there, fifteen years old and sitting in front of the laptop after a day out in the city. I was just thinking about the opposite gender and what it would be like to join them for a while. So I typed ''turned into a girl'' into the Google search bar and then BOOM I was sucked into the world of TG Writing, Fiction, Art, Films, Stories and such.

I kept it secret and every night when I went to bed I would whip out my phone and read TG stories from Writing.com (I had not yet discovered the likes of Fictionmania and Big Closet strangely enough). I'm not gonna lie but going through puberty was a strange experience for me. I have to admit that the majority of the reading I did was purely for sexual pleasure. I didn't masturbate or anything like that it just made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. It excited for me.

But eventually the sexual side to my TG interest was reduced and taken over by the intellectual and philosophical side of it the older I became. I began writing my own stories for Fictionmania when I was sixteen (I know I was underage! Haha!) But it tamed me and my interest in TG became something of a mixed bag.

I did think about cross-dressing but I lived in a house with just my mother and my brother. My mom is a little bit of a tomboy so she never really wore feminine clothing. The urge was never really strong enough for me to take the plunge and try on her clothes because I knew I wouldn't look in the slightest bit like a girl. So I formed my own imaginary scenarios in my head.

I started out with sci fi and magical transformations but it has only been recently when I got into writing realistic stories. I always write in secret. When nobody is in the room of if I'm alone because nobody suspects a thing. So that slight sense of fear, anxiety and pleasure of writing turned into Crossdressing Charlie, a semi-biographical realistic fiction tale about a boy who discovered his feminine side late into his teen years, like me.

I am nineteen now and currently studying Film and Television in college so I have more privacy to write. I am still young so I do not know what the future will hold for me. I may cross-dress one day maybe but it seems unlikely. I much prefer writing it.

Phew, sorry to bore you all with my essay here! Haha :) It's just I've never expressed how my alter ego of Ramona Flowers came to be.

Oh and the reason for the name is because every author at Fictionmania picked a female name. I was going through a Scott Pilgrim phase so I chose the name of Ramona Flowers, the lead female star of the books and the movie.

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If you managed to get through all that, I thank you for reading what I had to say!