In my first blog post, I mentioned my friend Kozmik Alaska. Although he is negatively-vaginated, I consider him to be a girl in heart, spirit, and soul.

Several years ago, I met him and he encouraged me to begin writing. He was the first person who wasn't a cis-girl who understood how I felt inside.

Here is the bio he posted at Joe Sixpack's site:

Kozmik Alaska is an author of female to male crossdressing fiction. As a crossdresser himself, Koz has always felt that crossdressing was so much fun that girls should do it too. And while many argue that girls get to crossdress all the time by wearing guy's trousers and shirts, he found that very few girls ever went the whole way and wore guy's underwear or jockstraps, and tried to appear as guys, in the same way that male to female CDers do with bras , panties, and dresses. That led him writing FTM crossdressing fiction, as well as running two websites, Kozmik Alaska's World and Jockstrap Girlz. The first was his stories, and the second was chock full of girls wearing men's briefs and jockstraps. After ten years, having found and marrying the Jockstrap Girl of his dreams, he closed them down.

He has given me permission to post some of his works here. He asked taht I begin with his Amy Series, because that is the one that resulted in him meeting a girl like Amy, marrying her, and moving to Canada.

When asked about writing again, he said:

I have given much though to picking up the digital pen again. As I may have mentioned I did have a two additional Tony and Amy stories started. One had them going to Toronto effectively to try out actually being the other gender. The second was to be telling of the story of their wedding and honeymoon. I really can't say why I never wrote them, although living them has been fun.

I also have an idea for a story about the about the girl who has a crush on a guy who everyone think is gay, I am getting closer to writing it. Essentially it is "girl thinks guy is gay, she becomes a gay guy to get him to fall in love with her, he being straight is confronted with the odd feeling of having an attraction to this 'guy' who is pursuing him and questions his own potentially gay feelings.

That said, I don't want it to be written like being gay is bad or can be 'cured' by someone tossing hetero sex at the other person. I know that none of those are true. I welcome thoughts from you and anyone at Big Closet.

In closing, he also asked me to tell anyone out there who longs for a loving relationship where their gender variations are warmly accepted that it can happen -- as he said "if happened to me, it can happen to anyone."

Staying strapped

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