I feel like I'm riding a roller-coaster of emotions. One moment, I'm feeling pretty good about the choices I'm making, and the next I'm either wracked with fear that its all going to go up in smoke, or I'm beating myself up for being so selfish as to risk my relationship with my daughter over a couple of inches of flesh between my legs. Hopefully, the ride will smooth out soon.
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Don't panic!
Your current state is perfectly normal... for a woman! The fact that you're behaving in this manner tells me that you really are identifying as an average women with normal everyday issues to stress over. You may not like feeling that way, but believe me it's proof that you're doing the right thing.
Penny
Roller-coaster of emotions
I wish that I could help.
May Your Light Forever Shine
May Your Light Forever Shine
Get out of your head.
Try to find something to do that focuses your thinking on something besides your own problems. I struggle with this too, so I have learned to find a non-profit to volunteer with, and I quickly find that the troubles of others make mine seem pale.
As far as your life is concerned, T folk are social bomb disposal experts, and often things do blow up in our faces. Its awful, hurts like hell, and I sometimes wonder what they hell I was thinking. No one listens to me; prefering to use magical thinking to make it all better.
K