shot down (sort of)

Well, I found out the girl at my daughter's daycare is taken, so that's a no go, I guess. The funny thing was how RELIEVED I was when i found that out. I had escaped having to take the next step and try and ask her out, which I was not sure I was capable of. I am also not sure where that leaves me for finding someone to love, however. There are a couple of possibilities from among my friends online, but in all honesty, I am uncertain how that kind of relationship works. If there is no hope you can actually meet, it feels like a fantasy, something that requires none of the obligations nor offers any of the benefits of being with someone in real life. But we will have to see. Life has had it's share of surprises so far, and I feel sure that will continue.

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