Hey everyone,
I was really hoping to hit 2021 running after getting back to posting chapters last week but unfortunately I haven't been sleeping again and my anxiety had been in high gear and getting worse everyday since my blood test results still haven't come out yet. My bloodsugar has been bouncing all over the place from the stress and all of this has been catching up with me. The past few days I have been really drained, sick and my brain has been too fuzzy to focus on writing anything. Hopefully, I'll be back to writing shape soon but I thought that I should at least let all my friends and readers know where things stand.
*big hugs to all of you*
Amethyst
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your writing can wait
take care of your health first
Thank you for letting us know.
Hope things get better soon.
Get better
Hope next week goes better for you.
hugs :)
Michelle SidheElf Amaianna
Please
Take care of yourself! As Dorothy said - your writing can wait. Hopefully you will be able to get control of your blood sugar soon, as that can cause so many additional problems.
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Rach
quis custodiet ipsos custodes
Thanks everyone
I really appreciate the well-wishes.
*big hugs*
Amethyst
Don't take me too seriously. I'm just kitten around. :3
Take your time. My dad has
Take your time. My dad has been battling cancer for the last two years or so (he's doing well, btw), and he said the doctors make it sound like everything needs to be done right now and there is no time to wait, but then he's waiting on lab results for up to a week and a half or longer. Things will happen when they happen. Don't rush it.
That's exactly how it feels
Like things should be done right now, but they're going nowhere and waiting and not knowing is just making my anxiety worse every day. (I'm glad that your dad is doing well, Cancer can be really rough) Right now there's no timeframe, nothing happening, just ever-increasing anxiety while I wait for some sign that I might feel like a whole person again sometime this year. It's been almost three weeks for fairly basic tests and so far nada. :(
*big hugs*
Amethyst
Don't take me too seriously. I'm just kitten around. :3
But things ARE happening, and
But things ARE happening, and things ARE going to happen. You are living as the person and gender that you want to be. You get to express outwardly to the world how you want. I know that saying "be patient" isn't going to help, but I am a believer that diving into something without all the facts (especially when dealing with the endocrine system) is dangerous. I'm not trying to dismiss how you feel, and I'm probably repeating what a lot of other people have said, but I tend to lean on the logical side when trying to work through problems. Just know that I am one more person that cares, and I like for the people I care about to be doing well, both emotionally and physically. I wish there was something more I could say or do for you.