Well, the interviews went okay, but the signing was a bit disappointing.

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The radio spot went off with nary a hitch. The interviewers asked insightful and intelligent questions, and never once strayed from that format. I think I got at least some of our message out, as well as promoting our stories and writers.

The television spot could have gone better. Oh it went okay, but all that was used of it was about a 20 second snippet that had nothing at all to do with the book, or the message I was trying to get out.

The signing was, as I said, a bit of a disappointment for me. I only signed three books in two hours. I guess the only positive thing I got out of it was the fact that no one looked at me strangely. In fact, while at the mall both days, I was ma'amed once or twice, doors were held for me, a salesgirl even asked my housemate and I, in a store that sells bath oils, lotions and the like, "Can I help you ladies?" So, in terms of 'passing' I guess I did okay.

More sales would have been nice, but maybe I was expecting too much. I guess Pippa is right. I have jumped into this RLT with both feet, and there's no turning back for me. Certainly, my beginning down this road has been public, that's for damn sure. That's just as well. I don't want to turn back. From here, it's full speed ahead, and damn the torpedoes.

I've had no news about Mom at all. As far as I know, she suffered a major stroke Friday morning and was taken immediately to the hospital. I wasn't informed until 5 PM Friday of anything. As of 10:50PM, Saturday evening, as I said, I've heard nothing more. I'm hoping that no news, is good news.

All in all, my first week of RLT had been an up and down kind of thing. Mostly up, with a serious down. I did the signing today, even though my heart wasn't in it. I smiled and made nice, and talked with everyone who stopped by my table and I don't think anyone realized I was concerned about anything but sales and signing books.

Only one of the people who promised to stop by to support me, showed up. I guess I sort of expected that as well. I'm probably expecting more than I have any right to expect, but all in all, my first week has been very good. I AM still waiting for 'the other shoe to drop, and I do anticipate some resistance, if not downright disapproval at what I'm doing, but I think I can deal with most anything. I'll never be alone while at work, and the only time I go anywhere else, is with my housemate, Tina, who will likely disembowel anyone who tries to get feisty or nasty with me.

Right now I am exhausted, but I can't sleep. Concern for Mom won't let me close my eyes long enough to fall asleep. I know. I've tried it several times this evening. Maybe later, when I'm completely wasted from exhaustion, I'll be able to catch a nap or something.

I'm okay, although I do so appreciate all the kind, supportive comments you all tacked on to my last blog. I think you all were right. Mom would've wanted me to do what I had committed myself to do, and I thank you all for reminding me of that. I am unable, financially, to travel to where Mom is, so I have to depend on my Sisters for any updates on Mom's condition and prognosis.

I hope every one of you who treads this RLT route, has the support of your friends and co-workers that I've had, and continue to get. I feel very fortunate to have them on my side in this, as well as all of you, my online family. I love you all.

Hugs,
Catherine Linda Michel

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