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Hello ^_^ I thought I'd give an update on the state of my stories. I put the names in bold so you can easily find the ones you're interested in!
So:
The waitress: Still going strong! Thankyou all so much for the insane amount of support I've gotten on it! It makes me really happy :D Chapter 11 will hopefully come out in the next couple of days. I'm half-way done, just finished up a scene with Anya
The Soul beyond: Again, thankyou all for the support I got on this one! As I said in the posting, this was a feeler chapter, kinda, to see what the support was! And it was good! BUT! I'm rewriting certain parts of the story after a huge mistake I made in the first chapter >.> So I need to take it down and completely re-write it to fit in with the rest of the story. Long story short, I got two of my scripts confused and aha...yeah. I suck. A few of my stories are ideas spawned out of other ideas and sometimes I get characters and events confused, especially because I am awful at organising my word files and naming them (seriously, the Soul Beyond word file is called 'One Day'. Why? I have no idea :3
So it's only hold until I get it all out right enough that I'll have follow-up chapters. Sorry about that :(
The One in the Light: THIS one is going to take some explaining. A World Without Me was originally a very different story, one that I really really liked. What was different was that Jake found out much later about what his aunt was doing to him, and it had a much lighter tone.
But, a few people convinced me that it wasn't believable for Jake to be oblivious to what was going on with him and, even though they said that it's my story so I should trust my own opinion regardless, I panicked. And altered the story so that it'd move much faster than I wanted, and everything got skewed and messed up and just...ugh.
So it's dead. I'm sorry. But I just don't want to write it anymore. It's a shallow corpse of what the original story was meant to be and I'm content to just let it rot away into nothingness.
It's nobody's fault but my own. I love feedback and always want more! I'm so hungry...
I just need to learn that with my stories, I know where it's going and understand them best, so I shouldn't doubt myself and impulsively change them so seriously.
I have a pretty bad lack of confidence, but this helped me trust myself more. So it's good ^.^
Warmth: This one's awkward. I got really sick near the end of writing A World Without Me and decided to start putting Warmth up (for some reason), and...completely forgot about it until like a week ago. Oops. So it's pretty much on hold until I get get the feel of it again, as I don't even remember writing most of it. Sorry,
Eden's Reality: I've spoken about this one before, but for those who don't know, it's getting rewritten. I loved writing it but it went a bit off the road with regards to where I wanted it to be, kind of like what happened to A World Without Me, but in this case it was my own impulsiveness that pushed it off course. One day it'll pop back up!
And!
Truth's Purity This story was my awful attempt at erotica, which somehow didn't involve any sex at all. Yep :/ Erotica isn't my calling.
Honestly it's not even erotica, it started out with that idea but quickly turned into a weird introspection of the main characters sexuality and past trauma set in a kind of forced fem kidnapping situation that was just the backdrop to the main characters self-discovery. There were attractive girls and naked girls and sexy clothing and collars and such, but when I was writing it I was more feeling warm and comfy and just...content...or something. I wasn't aroused or excited or whatever you're supposed to feel when writing Erotica. Which I guess should have been the first sign that I wasn't doing it right but, oh well ^_^
Anyway! The parts of this story that interested me were the setting, characters and conversations. So I've actually started rewriting this and making it more complex so it's not a bad attempt at erotica. I don't know if I'll ever release it though because...well...it's personal. But maybe when I finish it I'll change my mind, I don't know. Either way I don't think too many of you were interested in reading it anyway so yeah. Or, well, it got a decent amount of views but not many kudos or comments, which is a common thing with erotica that ends up on here.
Anyway! I hope that answers your questions (if you had any :P ) If you have any questions then just ask away!
Thankyou for reading :3