Hi, I haven't posted something about myself in a while. The reason being that how I saw myself has changed dramatically.
I have realised that I am indeed fully transgender. I have come out to my wife and we are not a happy family right now.

I have been depressed lately to the point of not wanting to live anymore, which, I found out, is in my case quite a large step away from actually commiting suicide. But scary non the less.

I have decided that Anne deserves her change to live her live. I have decided that I deserve my chance to live my life as the person I should always have been, Anne.

I have had good times in the recent past, among which are my first time outside as my self (accompanied) and the second time a few days later, completely solo. I only have to look at the pictures taken on my first outing to know what I have to live for....

Also I need to frequently remind myself that if I ever got suicidal, I would jumps into transition feet first, well, that moment is approaching so I have lots to look forward to.

For people wanting to warn me that the road ahead is difficult of want to share their (horror) stories, please don't. I know this is difficult, but it sure beats the alternative....

I am Anne Margarete Voss, I am a woman. I have plenty to live for....

See you tomorrow.... (or next week or next month....)